Ranma 1/2 and crew belong to the Rumiko Takahashi. I'm using her characters in order to tell a story.

Chapter 17
Confessions

     Akane Tendo woke up with a scream that startled all that were present in the house of Nodoka Saotome. In an instant, the mother of the Saotome twins rushed into the guestroom to see if Akane was all right. Behind her, Shampoo's great-grandmother hopped inside a moment later. Both women were wearing looks of concern as they leaned over the bed and took the sobbing girl in their arms, trying to soothe her agitation. Akane cried uncontrollably as she began reliving the terror and horrible torture that she had received at the hands of the Dark World demons.
     "MAKE IT STOP! OH PLEASE MAKE IT STOP!" Akane shrieked as she gripped Nodoka and Cologne with a viselike grip that would make Shampoo's Amazon glomp seem like a light embrace.

     In the living room, Ranma Red, Ranma Blue, Ukyo and Shampoo looked in the direction of the screams and the voices of the two women as they tried to calm her down.
     "Whoa! Soren and Taron weren't kidding when they said that Akane would have some real painful memories!" Ranma Red remarked as he looked at the adjoining door with sympathy.
     "I'd feel the same way if I almost had my soul torn apart." Ranma Blue added. "Come to think of it, we almost did."
     "Ran-chan. You mean that story about Akane really dying is true? You went into the Kami Plane to get her back?" Ukyo said with a slightly fearful voice.
     Ranma Blue looked at his fiancée and slowly nodded. "We had to. It was because of us that she committed suicide. If we hadn't gotten to her in time…"
     Ukyo began to have fears that she might lose her future husband to Akane again. Shampoo also began thinking the same thoughts. Both twins noticed their expressions and decided to put their fears to rest.
     "Ucchan. The reason why we risked our lives for her is because she's our friend!"
     "That's right. No matter what she's done to us in the past, we couldn't just stand by and let her slip away like that." Ranma Red said. "Right now, she needs our support, more than ever."
     "We really made a mess about the whole fiancée business and our biggest mistake was not talking to Akane about all this sooner!"
     "We love Akane, but it's not the same kind of love as we have for you two. More like a sister and her brothers. It wouldn't be right to just leave her like that without at least saying goodbye. After all that we've been through with her, she deserves that much. We have to get her to understand that it won't work. Neither of us can marry her. We love you two! But we don't want to leave her like this either! We went through a lot to get her back! We wouldn't want her to kill herself all over again."
     Both girls relaxed a bit when they heard their words of reassurance. They each gave their beaus a kiss, then took a deep breath and looked into their eyes. After a long silence, Ukyo decided to speak. "Go to her Ran-chan. She needs you both."
     "Shampoo understand. No want Akane to like this."
     Both brothers looked at their fiancées with small smiles, then turned towards the guestroom, just as Cologne hopped into the living room.
     "Ah son-in-law! I assume that you and your brother wish to have a word with Akane?"
     "It's a discussion that has been long overdue." Ranma Red replied as he and his other half nodded. "Is mother still there with her?"
     "Yes. She finally managed to calm her down. Although I had to use several pressure points in order to relieve some of her convulsions. I was just going to the kitchen for some water to help in easing her back to sleep."
     "Convulsions?" Ranma Red asked concerned.
     "Yes." Cologne's expression took on a very serious look. "Whatever she experienced in the Kami Plane has caused extensive damage to her psyche. I fear that Miss Tendo will have a long and difficult road to recovery."
     "If you would wait for a little while Cologne." Ranma Blue said. "My brother and I need a bit of privacy with her."
     "Very well. I will wait here with the girls. Please call me immediately if you need any assistance with her."
     The boys nodded as they headed into the guestroom. They saw their mother sitting on the bed, cradling a whimpering Akane. She looked up and saw her sons standing next to the bed. Their expressions were a mixture of sadness, sympathy and a bit of apprehension as they gazed upon the trembling Tendo girl.
     "Mom…" Ranma Red began.
     Nodoka held a hand and said in a gentle voice, "You don't have to tell me. I knew that the two of you would need to speak with her sooner of later." Looking down at Akane, she quietly whispered, "Akane-chan. My sons would like to talk with you. Will you be all right?"
     Akane gazed up at the two Ranmas standing in front of her then turned her head to their mother. With a little sniffle, she nodded. Nodoka gave her a gentle hug. She then stood up and left the room, quietly closing the door behind her.
     As soon as they were alone, Ranma Red brought his hands together as if he was praying. His aura glowed briefly as he uttered a single word.
     "Silence."
     "Akane looked at him strangely and asked, "W-What was that?"
     Ranma Red shrugged and replied, "Just a simple spell of silence. I wouldn't be surprised if Ukyo, Shampoo, Cologne and Mom were leaning with their ears against the door right now. I mean, that sort of thing always happened at the dojo, right?"
     The twins gave her a playful smile and gave a little laugh. Akane couldn't help but laugh with them. Her smile warmed their hearts. Each Saotome walked to the opposite sides of the bed and sat down next to her.
     "So how do you feel?" Inquired the blue-shirted Ranma.
     Akane let out a tired sigh and her expression became slightly fearful as she remembered what Arcodos and Zuruka had done to her. She shuddered at the memories. "It was the most horrible thing that I ever went through. I… I… can't get them out of my mind! Every time that I close my eyes, I see them tearing my soul apart and laughing! Even when I'm awake, I can still feel them as they ripped me apart!" As her shivering became worse, Ranma Red reached out with a glowing hand and placed it on her shoulder.
     "Calm."
     Instantly, the shivering stopped. Akane gave Ranma Red a half-smile, which soon became a frown. "Thanks, but it doesn't help me much. Even the pressure points that Shampoo's great-grandmother used aren't enough to deaden the pain. I can still see them in my mind. You don't know what true agony is until someone tears your soul apart, little by little. I felt as if I was losing my entire being. I wasn't Akane Tendo any more. I wasn't anybody. You can't know what it's like to totally lose what you are."
     Both Ranmas nodded their sympathy.
     "You're right Akane." Ranma Red agreed. "Compared to what you went through, the pounding that those two monsters gave us was nothing."
     "How long were you in the Realm of Oblivion? How did you end up there?"
     Akane sighed as she began her story. "I wandered around the Kami Plane for what seemed like hours. I had thought that after I had… died, the pain of… losing the two of you would go away. It didn't go away. I still felt those feelings! During my wanderings, I met up with a lot of famous people who had died over the last few hundred years. They all had stories to tell and the regrets that they had in life. Unfulfilled dreams, mistakes, wrong decisions and missed opportunities."
     Sounds familiar." Ranma Blue said, his tone expressionless.
     Akane looked at him for a moment before nodding. "Listening to their life stories made me remember my life. And how… badly treated the two of you."
     Both Ranmas nodded as they waited for her to continue.
     "It was one ghost in particular that made me realize that I was all wrong about you. Both of you."
     "That ghost wouldn't happen to have been George Armstrong Custer, now would it?" Ranma Red asked.
     Akane's head looked up in surprise. "How did you know?"
     Ranma Blue gave her a shrug as he replied, "We met him while we were following your spirit trail."
     Akane let off another sigh as she brought her knees up and crossed her arms over them. "Well anyway, what he said about respect and treating other people better stuck with me. I should have done that with you. I should have treated you better and given you more respect. It wasn't your fault that you were cursed from the Spring of Drowned Girl. It wasn't your fault that your stupid father engaged you to all those girls. Just because I was fighting all those boys at school didn't mean that you were like them. You didn't ask to be put into an engagement that was made before you were born. But no, I didn't take into consideration of what you felt. All I could think about was myself. I made a snap judgement about you the moment I walked in on you that first day. I never thought about what you were going though."
     "Akane…" Ranma Red began.
     "No." She interjected. "You were right. You've had to put up with my temper for almost a year. At first I thought you were nothing more than a self-centered, egotistical jerk, but after being dead… I realized that it was just as much my fault as it was yours that we fought a lot. I did assume the worst when something went wrong. I always thought that you were the cause of the problem because it was so easy and … it became a habit. I just couldn't stop!"
     "Well Akane. You have to admit, we weren't exactly the perfect gentleman." Ranma Blue commented. "I guess deep down, we really didn't want to upset you or make you mad, but then again we were sharing the same body and developed a taste for foot. We certainly had it in our mouth a lot."
     "It was really easy to go into the usual fights and arguments." Ranma Red added. "Talking it out just seemed to be impossible for all of us. We just couldn't open up. We couldn't tell you how we felt. Heck, there were a lot of things that we wanted to say, but we just couldn't do it!"
     "Speaking of things that you wanted to tell me," Akane's face took on a hardened look as she said in an irritated tone. "Why didn't you tell me about Ryoga?"
     "Tell you about what?" Both Ranmas asked in a nervous voice.
     Akane frowned as she said in a very annoyed voice, "Why didn't you tell me that Ryoga was P-chan!"
     "Y-You know?!" Both Ranmas stammered.
     Akane nodded. "While those demons were torturing me, they teased me as to how dense I was as to not being able to figure out that Ryoga and P-chan were the same person. They even pointed out all the clues. They were never seen together. Both would go missing for days or weeks. They both had the same bandanna. You would always get mad whenever I held him or defended him. Ryoga was always afraid of cold water and he never ate pork. Then there were those incidents with the Tattoo, the Rhythmic Gymnastics Tournament, the Skating competition and so on. Ryoga would always get excited whenever he heard of you getting a chance at curing your Jusenkyo curse. They even reminded me of the fact that you used to call him P-chan right in front of my face. Why didn't you just TELL ME?!"
     "It's because we promised Ryoga not to tell anyone." Ranma Blue replied. "Since you know the truth, I guess it's all right that we tell you the whole thing. You see, after we had gotten cursed, we were so mad at Pop that we weren't thinking straight."
     "We were more than willing to pound him into the next century and we chased him around the training grounds. We were so angry that we didn't notice that Ryoga was there. He was still after us for missing that duel behind his house. You know, the one that we waited three days for him to show, but it took him four days to get there? Well, he had followed us to China and was standing near a cliff that overlooked the springs. We had chased Pop over the cliff and… accidentally knocked Ryoga into the Spring Of Drowned Pig. We didn't know about it until after P-chan showed up later. Remember when you asked us to give him that bath?"
     Akane nodded slowly as look of realization crossed her face. [So that's why Ranma was so mad when she came out screaming after P- chan… I mean Ryoga. And here I always accused him of picking on him. Why was I so stupid?] Akane let out another sigh as she looked up and asked, "So who else knew about it?"
     Ranma Red cocked his head and then replied, "Well, besides us, Pop knew about it. That's another reason why Ryoga was so mad at us. Just after he got cursed, Pop found him and almost made him into Sweet and Sour Pork. Ryoga turned back into a human after being dumped into a wok of boiling water."
     "Shampoo and her great-grandmother knew." Ranma Blue added. "Cologne found Ryoga as a pig and… tried to boil him for lunch."
     "Mousse knew. After all, he did get captured with him and Shampoo when that Secret Society of Jusenkyo were after them. Also, he did team up with Ryoga against us that one time."
     "And we really hate to tell you this Akane, but your father knew as well."
     "WHAT?!" Akane yelped in disbelief.
     "It's true! Ryoga had used the dojo's bathtub several times to change back into a human. Twice he used it when your father was still in it. We never could figure out why he never told you about it, despite the fact that we were supposed to be engaged. You'd think a father wouldn't let another guy sleep with his daughter when she's supposed to marry someone else!"
     "RYOGA NO BAKA!!!" Akane raged.
     Ranam Red shook his head in sympathy as he watched Akane fume. [Well, at least she's not mad at us this time around.] He was so absorbed in watching Akane getting angry with his rival that he had let his control over his spell of silence slip a bit.

     In the living room, four females were sitting around the table, sipping tea and discussing the events of the past few days. Suddenly, they heard Akane scream out her thoughts about Ryoga.
     Nodoka and Ukyo were understandably alarmed when they heard the shout. Shampoo and her great-grandmother however were not.
     "What's happening in there?" Nodoka asked in concern as she began to get up.
     "No need to be concerned Nodoka." Cologne said as she gestured her to sit down again. "It seems that Miss Tendo has just realized that she has been lied to, from someone that she had considered as a good friend."
     "About time Akane know truth about Ryoga." Shampoo affirmed.
     "What do you mean? Why should she be angry at Ryoga?" Ukyo asked.
     "That right. Future sister-in-law not know it yet! Ranma promise no tell anyone because of honor. But Shampoo and great-grandmother know secret!"
     "That's right. And unlike son-in-law, we are not bound by that pledge. You see, besides Mousse and Shampoo, Ryoga also has a Jusenkyo curse. He had gotten it when Ranma accidentally knocked him into one of the pools in Jusenkyo! Son-in-law felt that it was his fault that Ryoga had gotten cursed, so he swore not to tell anyone, especially Akane."
     "Why especially Akane? What does he turn into…?" Ukyo then paused as she started to put two and two together. Unlike Akane, she came up with four. "You don't mean that Ryoga is… P-chan?!"
     Shampoo nodded as replied, "Is true! Great-grandmother found Ryoga as pig! Thought he make good lunch. Tried to boil him, but forget idea when Ryoga turn back!"
     Ukyo gave off a low whistle. "NO WONDER Ran-chan never liked it when Akane slept with P-chan!"
     "Akane slept with Ryoga?!" Nodoka said in shock.
     "Is true Mother-in-law! Ryoga is nothing but pervert. Shampoo knew that he in love with Akane, but he never told her truth! Always lying to her! Ranma try to stop it, but Akane no listens and always hit him! Always believe that P-chan do nothing wrong, and think that Ryoga is innocent!"
     "Ryoga was always talking about how dishonorable Ranma was for not showing up for their duel." Cologne continued. "Judging as to how he has suffered Akane's abuse due to upholding his vow to the Hibiki boy proves that he has a great sense of honor. Both Ranmas."
     "If you knew about Ryoga's secret, then why didn't you tell Akane?" Nodoka inquired.
     "As you remember Nodoka," Cologne responded, "we came to Japan in order to persuade Ranma to accept his marriage to Shampoo, as according to our Amazon Laws. Ryoga considered himself a suitor for Akane's affections. That would have helped our cause. Telling Akane of his secret would have been counter-productive and drive her into Ranma's arms."
     "I see." Nodoka thought for a moment. "Although I understand your reasons, I still find it uncomfortable that you did not inform Akane. It would have been the decent thing to do."
     "I suppose it would have been." Cologne agreed. "However, you must understand, we were under great pressure to get Ranma to return to China with us! Our laws are most strict when it comes to marriage! They have preserved our way of life for thousands of years! As I told you before, we were forced to use… underhanded methods in our attempts to win your son. It is something that I truly did not want to resort to."
     Nodoka nodded as she said neutrally. "As I have told you before. I am in favor of your great-granddaughter's marriage to Ranma Red. I had hoped to get to know my future daughter-in-laws better today." Ranma's mother then turned her attention to Shampoo. "Shampoo-chan. As it will have no affect on your engagement to him, would you please tell me of your history with my son? Please be honest with me."
     Shampoo became very nervous as she began recalling all the times that she had tried to drug, trick and magically influence her future husband's affection for her. She glanced at her great-grandmother for support. When she saw Cologne give her a slight nod, she took a deep breath and began her story.

     In the guestroom, Akane had finished her bout of fuming at Ryoga. Needless to say, the twins were gratified that they were not the recipients to her anger this time. They were silently happy that Ryoga would finally receive his due for all the trouble that he had caused. Of course, they didn't really wish for anyone to be subjected to Akane's wrath.
     "I can't believe that he lied to me!" Akane said despondently. "All this time he's been sleeping with me! He saw me in my nightclothes! He saw me undress! I always wondered why P-chan would get nosebleeds!"
     "What can we say Akane?" Ranma Blue commented. "We couldn't do anything about it because of our oath. The most we could do was to keep an eye on you and make sure that things didn't go too far."
     "Ranma… I'm sorry that I blamed you for all those things. Both of you. It wasn't your fault after all."
     "We're glad to hear it Akane." Ranma Red said tenderly. "Now that we got that out of the way, it's time we started talking to you about what we came here to say."
     Akane's heart started to beat a sorrowful rhythm. She knew what they were about to tell her.

     Nodoka was more than speechless after Shampoo had started telling her story. The Amazon had begun when she first met Ranma at the Annual Martial Arts Tournament in her village. Nodoka could not comprehend anyone swearing to hunt down a person and kill him, just for eating some of the First Prize. The resultant chaos that occurred soon after was also unbelievable. Ranma's curse had made it awkward since Shampoo was honor bound to marry his male side, yet kill his female side. When the truth was finally revealed to her, albeit the wrong way, Nodoka could not help but feel sympathy for the purple- haired girl, whose hopes of happiness had been shattered when Ranma had announced that he was really a girl.
     Cologne's great-granddaughter continued with her tale. Returning in disgrace after not fulfilling either law had earned her a Jusenkyo Curse. The subsequent revelation that Ranma was really a man and his fear of cats were told. Shampoo displayed her sadness after her discovery that she had become what he feared the most. Her very curse drove him away from her.
     She then went into the subsequent encounters between her great- grandmother and Ranma. She told in detail of the Full-Body Cat Tongue, the Phoenix Pill, the Chestnut training and the battle in which Ranma had used her in order to defeat Cologne. She followed up with her encounters with Mousse, Kodachi Kuno and of course, all of her battles with Akane.
     It was just after she started telling Nodoka about all the potions, drugs and magical means by which she tried to win Ranma's love that she got the most negative reaction from her future mother-in-law. Nodoka frowned as she was told about the Xi Fang Xiang Gao Shiatsu technique, the Instant Naniichuan, the Magic Mushrooms, the Love Pill Bracelet and the Magic Thread. By this time, Nodoka had become most… disturbed as to how anyone would do such things.
     Shampoo noticed Nodoka's expression and nodded. "Nodoka is right to think that is bad things to do to Ranma. Shampoo know that now. Shampoo wanted to have happy marriage with Airen, but she know that he no be happy ! If he no happy, Shampoo not happy either!"
     Nodoka nodded as she began to get an understanding of how Shampoo was feeling.
     Shampoo took another deep breath as she continued. "Shampoo was very sad when she try to show Ranma that she love him, but he no want to be with her. Shampoo wonder why he no even like her. I no hit him like Akane. I never call him names. I no blame him when things go bad. But still, he show he like Akane better. Akane violent and always treat Ranma bad before! Always say she no want to marry him, but if other girls show they like him, she get very jealous, then call Ranma pervert!"
     Shampoo was clearly becoming agitated when she recalled Akane's treatment of Ranma. "Shampoo no like to see Ranma treated like that! Ranma no always deserve it! Ranma not perfect before he have twin brother! Was very arrogant and like male chauvinist! He sometimes have big mouth! Get into trouble lots of times! Many times he treat Shampoo the same way as Shampoo treat Mousse! But Shampoo STILL LOVES HIM! Many people say that Shampoo should marry Mousse, but Shampoo will no be happy with Mousse! Be only happy with Ranma!"
     "Why?" Nodoka inquired. "If I went through all the trouble that you had gone through, I would have given up on him."
     "Some time ago, Shampoo ask herself same question. First guess was because of Amazon Law. Later, Shampoo know that not it. Is no because of Amazon Law! Shampoo always trying to win Ranma because Shampoo fall in love with him! No can imagine life with no Ranma! Ranma is strong, brave and have good heart. Also stood up to great- grandmother! Shampoo never saw anyone do that before! Even Shampoo no do that! After he save Shampoo from Ghost Cat, Shampoo knew that she love him! Is only reason why she still chase him!"
     "Ghost Cat?" Nodoka asked.
     "Shampoo's curse to change into cat was why she was kidnapped by Ghost Cat. Wanted to make Shampoo as bride! Ranma come and he save her! Shampoo knew that Ranma DO care about her! No other reason why he face greatest fear! If Ranma care for Shampoo, then is good chance that Shampoo can get him to love her!"
     "But what about all those potions and spells. Aren't those unfair ways to win my son?"
     "Shampoo know that! At time, Shampoo and great-grandmother thought it only way to make Ranma come back to village as Shampoo's husband! After Ghost Cat, Shampoo decide to change! Will tell something now! Seven days before Ranma become twins, Shampoo almost use potion again! Great-grandmother make very strong potion! Just like lifetime pill of bracelet. Only make once! Cannot do again! Ranma come to restaurant and Shampoo about to give food with potion in it. Too, too easy chance! BUT SHAMPOO NO DO IT! Finally figure out why Ranma no love her!"
     "And what was the reason Shampoo?" Ukyo queried.
     "Very easy reason. Shampoo stupid not to figure out before! Ranma no love her, because he no trust her! Shampoo always use trick on him! Give him potions! Use magic! Try to trick him to take her on date! After Shampoo figure out reason, she promise Ranma no more potions! No tricks! Great-grandmother no like when Shampoo tell her."
     Nodoka looked at Cologne. Cologne's features hardened a bit, but she nodded and replied, "Yes, it's true. I was very angry as I thought that my only family was about to throw her life away. At the same time however, I couldn't have been more proud of her."
     "Why?" Nodoka inquired.
     "She stood up to me. In well over two hundred years, no else besides son-in-law had ever defied my authority. In the past, Shampoo had been the perfect obedient great-granddaughter. She never questioned my orders, nor did she ever object to any of my plans to catch Ranma. That all changed when she threw away that potion. She was prepared to take responsibility for her actions. She knew the consequences, if she were to fail in gaining Ranma as her husband. She had decided to take control of her life, instead of letting me decide for her. In that respect, she was growing up. Over the last few months after we had arrived in Japan, she had been acting in a rather childish manner, especially toward Ranma. Her attitude was seen like a tart's and many people referred her as a… bimbo. Yes, that's the word they used."
     Ukyo lowered her head when she heard that remark. She couldn't deny it though. Until recently, she too had thought of Shampoo as someone of loose morals.
     "Her new maturity was what finally began to win Ranma over. At least one of the souls that was trapped within his body. She gave him a few things that Akane had not in the past. She trusted him and she respected him. Ranma was not a possession in her eyes anymore. In effect, she wanted to start over with him."
     "Shampoo know now that what she do before was not right! Shampoo want Ranma to love her because He WANT TO! Not because of potion, magic or Amazon Law. Now Ranma DO LOVE Shampoo! He fight her again to make Amazon Law count!"
     Cologne nodded to her great-granddaughter before speaking to Nodoka again, "You see Nodoka, we are from a culture that prides itself on strength and wisdom. Our laws have ensured that our people will remain strong! Now our ways may seem harsh and somewhat cruel, but we are not a heartless people! We value honor and we do show respect to those who are worthy of it. And we think that love is a rare and precious commodity. It is considered a good thing for an Amazon to have a strong husband. However, an Amazon who has a strong husband who LOVES her is considered one of the most fortunate members of the village. As of now, Shampoo is extremely fortunate indeed."
     "Still, a law which forces a girl to marry a total stranger just because she was defeated by him. That leaves her with very little options," Nodoka remarked.
     "And how is THAT any different than Genma's arrangement for Ranma to marry one of the Tendo girls before he was born? Son-in-law had told me that neither he nor Akane and her sisters had been informed of the engagement until he arrived in Nerima. He was also not given any choice. And I recall that before Urd showed you the truth about Genma, you were also going to make one or both of the twins go through with that vow for the sake of honor."
     The mother of the Saotome twins remained silent for a very long while as she considered what she had been told. Finally, she nodded and replied, "Once again Cologne, you have made your point." She then turned her attention to Shampoo. "Shampoo-chan, I still do not approve of your past treatment of my son, but your great-grandmother assures me that you do love him. It is also apparent that he in turn loves you and is happy. So long as you keep him happy, I will be content. Do you understand?"
     Shampoo's eyes became tear-laden as she smiled and leaned forward to embrace the Saotome matriarch. "Yes Nodoka!"
     The wife of Genma smiled as she patted her back and said fondly, "Please Shampoo. I told you to call me Mother."

In the guestroom…
     "We're… not marrying you Akane. Neither of us. We're in love with Shampoo and Ukyo." Ranma Blue said in quiet voice.
     For a moment, Akane felt the despair and heartache that she had the moment before she jumped off that building. Then she recalled all that had occurred afterward and decided that she had no desire to repeat the experience. The pain and anguish that she had been subjected to was far worse than any nightmare she ever had. She looked into their eyes and feverently hoped she could see something that told her that they still loved her. However, this was not to be. Although she saw great concern and caring in their blue eyes, she saw absolutely no trace of the love that they once shared for her. Even though Ranma had never admitted it in the past, she knew that deep down, he did indeed love her. She had many hints over the past several months. Whenever he regarded her as cute or peeked around corners at her when he thought she wasn't aware. He would always become jealous when some other suitor appeared and he really did like it when she smiled. Now, their feelings of love were in favor of Shampoo and Ukyo. That last thought finally made her realize the futility of clinging to an impossible dream. She sighed and decided that it was time for her to accept the truth.

     In the living room, Nodoka had just finished her embrace with Shampoo and had now turned her attention to Ukyo. "Ukyo-chan. I am now satisfied that Shampoo is a good match for Ranma Red. Although you do have a valid claim to Ranma Blue and I would have allowed your marriage to him anyway, I am still curious about you. Other than what my sons and that Goddess had told me, I still do not know much about you."
     Ukyo nodded as she began to tell her future mother-in-law her side of the story. "Ran-chan and I met when we were just kids. We were both six-years old. At the time my father Haruka Kuonji was raising me. We kind of started our friendship in combat."
     "Combat?" Nodoka was bewildered.
     "Well, every day, Ran-chan and me would fight for a free okonomiyaki from my father's yattai. Ran-chan would always win. I'd complain about always losing but back then, it really didn't matter. Ranma honey was very lonely, since he didn't have any friends while he was training with his father. I didn't have many friends either since my Dad's business kept us moving around a lot."
     "I see." Nodoka nodded for her to continue.
     "Well, after a while, I started to fall in love with Ranma and my Dad noticed this. He wanted me to be happy so he went to talk to talk with your husband and… well, you know what happened after that."
     "I do indeed."
     Ukyo let out a depressed sigh as she began recalling what followed afterward. "I was so angry at them leaving me on the side of the road, that I decided not to trust any man again. That was the time that I started to dress up like a boy. I made arrangements to have myself registered as a boy at an all-boys school and when my body started to… change, I did what I could to conceal it." Ukyo slowly undid her blouse and showed her chest bindings to the others. "Even though Ran-chan accepts me as a girl, I guess I've been doing it for so long that it's became a habit."
     "It is habit that you will have to break Ukyo-chan." Nodoka said in a motherly tone. "You cannot deny what you are."
     Ukyo nodded as she redid her blouse. "Back then, it was easy to deny that I was a girl. All I had to do was think about that day. Of course there were some problems."
     "Such as?"
     "Well, most of the other students were convinced that I was a boy. Except for one. Tsubasa Kurenai. He figured out that I was a girl and chased me around just as badly as Mousse did with Shampoo."
     "I take it that you did not want his affections?"
     "That would be putting it mildly." Agreed the okonomiyaki chef. "He also had a weird way of thinking. He dressed like a girl since I was dressed like a boy."
     "Oh dear!"
     "And when I say dressed like girl, I mean the whole nine yards. Dress, make up and… women's underwear. It really annoyed me! Not to mention the fact that he did this in public at an all-boys school! It was so embarrassing!"
     "I can imagine."
     "He also had this fetish for disguising himself as inanimate objects. Mail boxes, fire hydrants, soda machines and Kami-sama only knows what else!"
     "I can see that you've had a rough time of it. Did you try and convince him that you weren't interested?"
     "Kami-sama, did I ever! Unfortunately, Tsubasa understood the word 'no' about as well as Mousse did! I tried to be subtle, and when that didn't work, I had to tell him bluntly. That also didn't do any good and I even hit him several times with my spatula to try and get him to leave me alone! None of it worked though. Out of desperation, I told him that I already had a fiancée!"
     "I take it you were referring to my son?"
     "Yes, but at the time I really didn't mean it. Of course, technically since your husband did take my dowry, I was engaged to Ran-chan."
     "Yes, I suppose you could see it that way."
     "Tsubasa left me alone for a while after that, which suited me fine since I had no intention of ever getting close to a man again. That all changed when I moved to Nerima. When I found out that Genma and Ranma were in the area, I thought that I had my chance to get even."
     "What happened?"
     "I first challenged Genma and beat the living daylights out of him." Ukyo looked at Nodoka for any sign of offense. Nodoka simply shrugged and nodded her to continue. "I then met up with Ran-chan in class when I transferred to Furinkan High. After Ran-chan recognized me, he was really excited at seeing me again. I wasn't."
     "I don't understand."
     "Ran-chan still considered me as his old childhood friend. In fact, he didn't know that I was a girl or of the arrangement that our fathers had made ten years ago! I was so hurt at his ignorance that I challenged him to a fight."
     "Who won?"
     "Who else? During the fight, Ran-chan finally… discovered that I was a girl." The Kounji girl's cheeks reddened at the memory. "He confronted his father about the yattai and Ran-chan even offered to let me beat him up. I was about to take him up on it, but then he did something that I never expected."
     "What that?" Shampoo asked.
     "He called me cute. It was in that moment that I realized that I still loved him. Maybe deep down, I guess I was always in love with him. After that, I just couldn't stay mad at him."
     "So you then acknowledged yourself as one of my son's fiancées?"
     Ukyo nodded. "Of course, it didn't help my situation when I found out that Ran-chan had been engaged several times and had three other girls after him."
     "Three?"
     "Well, there was Shampoo of course. And then there was Kuno's twisted sister Kodachi. But my biggest rival was Akane. She'd repeatedly deny that she didn't want to marry him, but I knew that was a crock. If she didn't want him, then she should have been glad that he had someone else that he could marry. I also knew that Ran-chan had some feelings for her. Being his best friend made it easy for him to talk to me when he was feeling down."
     "It sounds like that you've been a good shoulder for my son to lean on." Nodoka said.
     "Well, he was my fiancée. Furthermore, he was my friend. With all the craziness that was going around, Ran-chan really didn't have too many people supporting him. Akane was always blaming him for everything, even when it wasn't his fault. Shampoo was always drugging him and trying to trick him. No offense Shampoo."
     "Is okay. Shampoo already admit that she do wrong. Of course, future sister-in-law also no innocent."
     Ukyo's expression sobered at the thought as she gazed back at Nodoka. "It's true. I'm not really a saint either. I have tried to break up Ranma and Akane on several occasions."
     "Tell me about those occasions." Nodoka said.
     "Well, the first time I tried to split them up was when I found out that Ryoga was in love with Akane. I tried to set them up, but it didn't really work. After that, I found out about Ranma honey's curse. Another time I tried was when Shampoo and me came across this pamphlet about the Tunnel of Lost Love."
     "What is that?"
     "It's a cave that has ghosts and booby traps that were designed to break up happy couples. I even roped Ryoga into the scheme, but…well, to make a long story short, I ended up getting caught in my own trap." Ukyo let off another sigh. "Now that I think back on it, there were a lot of things that I did that I wasn't very proud of. For one thing, my goal to get Ranma had caused me to make snap judgements of other people. I was one of those people who thought that Shampoo was bimbo, just because she spoke bad Japanese and kept on throwing herself at him. After listening to her story, I realize that I had been wrong. Shampoo was doing what she could to get Ran-chan, just as I was doing. Most of all, I held a lot of resentment toward Akane, since she kept on abusing Ranma. But I got so mad at her engagement to Ran-chan that I put her down every chance I got. I'd tease about how poor a cook she was, or how unfeminine she was. There were times that I wanted to strangle her, because despite what she did to Ranma, he always stayed by her side. I could never understand that. I treated Ranma with respect and love, but he still considered me as only a friend! It was driving me out of my head!"
     Ukyo calmed down a bit before continuing. "I never had anything against Akane personally, other than the fact that she had a claim on my Ran-chan. But that didn't stop me from putting her down a lot and try to make her look bad. After hearing about her committing suicide and what the twins had to do to get her back, it made me realize how badly I had treated her. Oh sure, there were times that I wished she was out of the way, but I want you to know, I never meant it!"
     "Mrs. Saotome... I mean, Mother. I love your son. I've loved him ten years ago and I love him now. I've lived so long as a boy, I never would have admitted that kind of thing to anyone, but him. He is my life. My reason for living. If I had to choose between okonomiyaki or him, I'd choose him. It was the happiest moment of my life when he finally said he loved me and proposed to me. I love him so much that… if he wanted to go back to Akane, then I wouldn't stop him. But even then, I'd still fight for him! I love him that much!"
     Nodoka was silent as Ukyo finished her tale. [Such loyalty! Such devotion! My sons are very fortunate to have such girls as fiancées! Now, it is time to tell them.]

     In the guestroom, Akane was near to tears as she quietly whispered, "Ranma, I hope you will be happy. Both of you. I… renounce my claim on either of you."
     Both twins were speechless. Akane was giving them up?
     "Akane…" Ranma Blue began.
     The Tendo girl shook her head as she said, "No Ranma. This whole experience has made me see that it was not meant to be. I'm going to tell my Dad that I'm not going to marry either of you. I'm going to convince him that I'm serious this time."
     "But Akane…" Ranma Red said.
     "Leave." Akane said as tears streamed down her face.
     Both twins made no move.
     "Leave…me…alone!"
     The twins still did not move toward the door. Instead they placed their hands on her shoulders and brought her close to their chests in a three-way embrace as Akane quietly sobbed. As they watched Akane pour out her final tears for them, they realized that they still retained one element of their former personality as the single Ranma. They still could not bear to see a girl cry, especially if that girl was Akane.
     After a few minutes, the crying stopped and Akane finally succumbed to exhaustion. The Tendo daughter drifted off to sleep and her breathing soon became regular. For a long time, neither brother said a word as they watched over her. Then, it began again.
     At first, Akane's body let off a slight tremor, as if she had received a slight shock of electricity. Then her quivering began to increase in intensity. Her breathing became labored and shallow she let off short gasps. Her face contorted into agony as she began remembering her experience after her suicide. She started to let off whimpers, which grew into moans of pain.
     Both twins became alarmed, when they witnessed their former fiancée become even more agitated. They were caught off guard when Akane let off a piercing shriek.
     "AAAAAAAIIIIIIIEEEEE!!!!"
     "GREAT-GRANDMOTHER!" Ranma Red called out. He tried to hold down Akane's arm as she thrashed about in the bed. His brother was doing likewise with her other arm. Despite the fact that they could have easily restrained her with their enhanced strength, they did not want to cause her any harm by holding her down too hard. Her jerky movements threatened to tear her apart.
     Cologne was inside the room in an instant. A moment later, the others came in as well. They all stared in shock as they saw Akane screaming in pain and writhing around like an octopus.
     Ranma Blue and his twin were in a state of panic as they tried to think up a way to calm her down. Then suddenly, he decided on a gamble.
     "Cologne! Formula 110!"
     For a moment, the matriarch of the Amazons was confused, but then realized what the twins wanted. Leaping forth with a speed that defied logic, she produced a small bottle and some hair care instruments and shouted out the technique.
     "XI FANG XIANG GAO SHIATSU!"
     In an instant, Cologne's hands blurred over Akane's head as her hair was subjected to effects of the herbal shampoo and to certain pressure points on her scalp. In less than five seconds, Akane had once again been the recipient of the dreaded memory-erasing technique of the Amazons.
     As soon as Cologne had finished executing the process, the youngest member of the Tendo clan stopped in her convulsions and lay still in the bed. Much to the relief of all those present, Akane's breathing had returned to normal and she seemed at peace with whatever had been going about in her mind.
     "What was that?" Nodoka asked.
     "That one was Xi Fang Xiang Gao Shiatsu Technique!" Shampoo replied. "It very effective in erasing some memories. Shampoo use that one before to try to make Akane forget about Ranma. No work since Akane's memory of Ranma too strong!"
     "Yes." Cologne agreed. "Although I am far more skilled at the technique than you are child." She then looked at Ranma Blue. "What gave you the idea to use that technique to calm her down?"
     Ranma Blue became thoughtful as he replied. "I sensed a lot of anguish and pain in her mind. I figured that she was reliving the torture that those demons had put her through. I was hoping that you would be able to erase those memories from her mind."
     "A good plan Ranma Blue. However, I'm afraid my ministrations were a temporary measure at best. The damage done to her mind goes beyond the physical realm, as it deals with her very soul. I managed to dull some of her most painful memories, but the damage was just too extensive. I fear that she will have these terrors again."
     "I take it we can't use the Xi Fang Xiang Gao indefinitely." Ranma Red said.
     "Very good son-in-law. You're right. I may be able to use this technique a few times, but repeated exposure to the Formula 110 has been known to cause the person to build up immunity to the herbal extracts of the shampoo. I suggest using the technique only as a last resort. I'm afraid that Akane must suffer these experiences, until we can find a better way to cure her of it. For now, my ministrations have alleviated her symptoms and we should let her rest."
     "We'll look after her until she wakes up." Ranma Red said as he and his brother took up their positions at her bedside.
     After another long while, the Saotome twins and Akane emerged from the guestroom and headed to the den. Akane looked like she had more or less recovered from her ordeal, but everyone knew that it was only a temporary respite. The four females spotted them and they were soon all sitting down around the table.
     Akane set her gaze on Cologne with a soulful expression. "The twins told me what you had done for me. I know that we don't see eye to eye very often, but… thank you."
     "My pleasure Miss Tendo, but I would have done it, even if Ranma Red was not marrying my Shampoo."
     "Y-You would?" Akane said, slightly surprised at the comment and the warm expression Cologne had toward her. In the past, she had never shown Tendo girl any kind of friendly gesture, other than basic courtesy toward a stranger.
     "You needn't sound so surprised Akane. Although I did not like the fact that you were the main reason, why my Shampoo had not gotten Ranma sooner, I had no malice toward you. In fact, I rather like you. You remind me of myself when I was at your age. Also, the fact that you instilled devotion and loyalty with Ranma, also tell me that you are a very special person. How could I not aid you?"
     Akane was taken aback. Never had she been described so eloquently by someone whom she considered as a cold-hearted and cruel individual. It was then that she began to rethink her evaluation of her. Perhaps she had been making snap judgments again.
     As she sat down, the twins informed those present that Akane has now released them from the vow to unite the Tendos and the Saotomes.
     "That is all well and good Akane-chan, but I'm afraid that it won't be enough." Nodoka then moved toward Akane and took her hands into hers. "Before I continue, I would like to apologize for my past outburst when I was at your home. I made some quick judgements about you and I should have chosen my words with more care. I never intended to offend you or your family in any way."
     Akane shook her head and replied, "No. You were right to think of me as unfit for your sons. My experience in the Kami Plane has made me realized how I had been taking Ranma for granted. My past treatment of him… them, had been less than stellar quality. I should have been more understanding and trusted them better. Ukyo and Shampoo have shown them love far better than I ever did. I can only hope that your sons will be happy."
     Akane stood up and moved toward her former rivals. "Ukyo… Shampoo… please take care of them. Just remember that they need a lot of love. And… don't forget about me?"
     Both girls stood up and took Akane into their arms. All three had tears in their eyes.
     "Forget about you? Not bloody likely!" Ukyo said tenderly.
     "Shampoo never forget her friends!"
     "Friends?" Akane said, very confused. This was the first time she had heard Shampoo say anything civil toward her. She assumed that since Shampoo was getting Ranma Red, she had no reason to be hostile toward her.
     The Amazon shook her head, as she knew what her former adversary was thinking of. "Last few days show Shampoo that Akane is no enemy! Ukyo and Akane is closest Shampoo have to friends in Japan! Be very sad if Akane no be there on Shampoo's wedding!"
     "Wouldn't be right if our maid of honor wasn't present!" Ukyo added.
     Akane was a bit shocked to hear those statements. Then she got another shock.
     Shampoo reached behind her back and withdrew a pair of gold bracelets. Each band was adorned with the crest of her tribe. She placed one on Ukyo's wrist and then slipped the other on Akane's. As she looked up in surprise, the Amazon gave her a warm smile. "I give you Bracelet of Friendship. It important for Amazon to remember best friends. Shampoo want to start over with Ukyo and Akane. Even though she marry Ranma Red, Shampoo want Akane and Ukyo to be close to her. Shampoo ask to give her another chance, yes?"
     Akane felt a twinge of anger as she remembered her past relationship with the purple-haired girl. [She's just trying to buy me off! I know she is! She got what she wanted! She just using this piece of junk jewelry to…]
     Akane never finished her thought as she looked up and saw her tearful expression. Looking into her violet eyes, Akane saw the desperation and sadness in their depths. [Does she really mean it? She really wants to be… friends?]
     "Shampoo," Akane said slowly, as she removed the bracelet and placed it in her hand. "I… can't really forgive and forget all that you've done to me, but… I want you to know that I'm glad that Ranma has found someone that he loves. You were able to give him some things that I couldn't do. Now you're asking me to give you my friendship. That's something that I can't do right now. I'm not even sure about myself anymore. I can't accept this bracelet now. But that doesn't mean that I won't ever accept it. I… just need some time."
     Shampoo clearly became disappointed. But soon gave Akane a warm smile. "Is okay. Shampoo can wait. Having Akane as friend very important to her. If Shampoo need to prove to Akane, then that what she do!"
     Akane's expression turned into a small smile and she nodded. The three of them shared a good-natured laugh and then saw Nodoka smiling, while gesturing them to take a seat. As they all sat down, Nodoka informed them that she wished to discuss one further matter with everyone present.
     "Girls, I am very proud to be associated with you all. I now am quite satisfied that my sons will be happy. However, there is still the matter of satisfying the family honor between the Tendo and Saotome clans. Even though I had invalidated the vow and Akane has renounced her claim, I'm afraid that Soun and Genma will still press my sons into marrying Soun's other daughters."
     "Wouldn't Pop still be afraid of the promise of seppeku?" Ranma Red asked.
     "Yes he would, and I will hold him to it, if things get too far out of hand!" Nodoka replied. "However, Soun will be of a different mind. I believe that he will still maintain that it is a matter of honor that one of you will marry a Tendo girl. Besides the threat of seppeku, which I am quite reluctant to use even on my idiot husband, there is only one other way I can think of, to release you both from that oath, without impugning on the honor of either family."
     Both twins became silent as they suddenly realized what their mother was implying. Still, they had to ask.
     "What is it Mom?" Ranma Blue asked quietly.
     Nodoka took a deep breath and said, "You two must renounce the Saotome name."
     The room suddenly became silent as the Ranma brothers considered their options.

To be continued…


Author's Notes
     Whoa! After having to recreate my web page and studying for an exam, I have been quite put out as to how to write this chapter. Ranma Saotome has always been proud of who he was and honor was always a big issue. Now the twins are faced with a choice. In order to marry Shampoo and Ukyo, they must either get their father to commit seppuku or renounce their family name, which would make them as outcasts in Japanese society.
     I was inspired by this plot line after rereading the second chapter of the Long and Winding Road, and receiving a few suggestions from several of my readers. Now that Akane has finally given up her claim on the twins, we will be going into the heart of the Tendo clan. Nabiki and Kasumi, characters that I think have been greatly neglected in both the anime and the manga will be the main focus in Chapter 18.
     For those of you who think that I haven't pointed out all of Ukyo's faults, just remember that this story takes place just after Volume 20 of the manga. Many of Ukyo's crimes have not yet occurred, and probably won't happen now that she's engaged to Ranma Blue. All in all, I think that I had made Shampoo reflect on her past misdeeds in good detail.
     In response to a few readers who say that I rushed through this chapter and said that Akane recovered too easily from her ordeal and forgave the Amazons too quickly, I hope this rewrite has satisfied those people. Akane does indeed have a long road to recovery to travel and I will be expanding on it.


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