PART 1

     Is it really her that you want?

     The question, which only he could hear, echoed in his mind as he absently braided his hair into a pigtail. Even though the effects of the dragon's whisker had worn off long ago (See manga volume 15), he still braided his hair due to force of habit.

     Sitting beside him at the dining table were two girls. On the table were two report cards, which the two girls were looking through at the moment.

     "Oh, this isn't fair! I could have gotten an A+ in Calculus instead of just an A. I was just one mark behind the standard!" Akane bit her lips as her fists clutched her red dress.

     {Once upon a time . . . yes.} The boy thought as he tied up the pigtail with a string.

     Nabiki was a mask of cold calculation. "Hmm. . . so that new computer teacher did dare to fail me after all." Didn't he know that Tendo Nabiki had more profitable businesses to take care of other than her studies? Besides, she only wanted a passing grade! "Just wait until I spread some interesting photos regarding his private life around. Hmm . . . say, Ranma-kun, you never did tell us last night about YOUR scores on the exams."

     Startled out of his train of thought, the boy struggled for words. "It . . . it's not important, Nabiki." Ranma said hesitantly.

     "C'mon, Ranma. At least tell us your average." Akane said.

     When Ranma answered in a most reluctant manner, the sisters were stunned.

     "Ranma. . ." Nabiki said seriously. "For 1000 yen, I will keep this as a secret."

     "Baka! I told you to study more often!" Akane said hotly.

     "I have to spend all my time practising the Art!" Ranma, who wasn't in a good mood to begin with, snapped back.

     And a big paw of a hand slapped him hard on the head.

     "Ranma! Akane is also a martial artist! Yet I don't see her getting low grades!" Genma bellowed.

     "But she spent only one-tenth of my effort in training-"

     "What's that supposed to mean?!" Akane's face turned scarlet with rage. How dare this freeloading baka insult her like this in her own home?!

     "I was only saying-"

     "That's enough from you! Have I trained you all those years just to have you turn out to be such an unmanly disgrace to our school?" Genma Saotome asked indignantly.

     Ranma reacted as if he had been slapped. "Unmanly disgrace?"

     "If you're not, then stop acting like one and cease your whining! Now come with me to the dojo; I'm going to whip you back into shape." The big, overweight man headed toward the dojo.

     Ranma gritted his teeth to force down his anger, then gradually sighed and followed his father into the dojo. Rebellious as he might appear to be, Ranma always obeyed his father in the end. After all, his father had been a lot better to him since they had come to stay at the Tendos.

     He could still remember how Pop used to be, once upon a time. . .

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     The boy, leaning against a tree, was feeling miserable.

     Today was his birthday, his first day being seven. He wanted so much just to be with his friends, grappling, wrestling, or maybe even just talking would be fun.

     But he had to spend it alone.

     At his age, he didn't know the word lonely, yet. All his young mind could figure out was that he felt miserable without his little buddies. Well, actually, he could do without Yusaku-chan, who teased him about not having a mother, and Ratiko-chan, who said that he looked like a girl with his hair.

     But he wanted to be with his Ucchan.

     Of the bunch of kids that he had befriended in Kyoto, Ucchan was his favourite pal, his best friend. Almost as good as he was in what his Pop called "the Art", Ucchan was the son of a great cook. They both liked the same things (food and fights) and had gone through some interesting adventures together (they once joined forces to defeat a evil gambler who ripped off little kids). Even fighting with Ucchan was fun, as Ucchan always lost to him, and Ucchan's father would always selflessly reward his "victory" with a free lunch.

     The boy's train of thought was abruptly cut off as a foot swept him off his feet and he landed heavily on his rump.

     The huge, bespectacled figure towered over him. "Son! How many times do I have to tell you NOT to let your guard down?!"

     "Sor. . . sorry, Father." The boy picked himself off the ground as quickly as he could. "I was thinking. . ."

     "If you think too much during a real fight, then your opponent will surely find an opening to take advantage of! Now come with me, we need to do the morning workouts." The man said.

     "Pop, I . . ."

     "What?"

     "I want to go back to Kyoto to be with Ucchan again." The boy said meekly.

     His father looked nervous for a second, then his gaze hardened. "Son, friends come and go. Just forget about that boy and find some other kids to play with. A real man must learn to move on."

     "But Pop, why can't we move back to Kyoto? We can always continue our training there, and me and him can go to school together-"

     "QUIET! I will NOT accept such display of weakness from you, Boy." The huge man's eyes glared into those of his son's as he spoke in a stern voice. "A man cannot allow himself to long for another that way. It is . . . unnatural. Traveling from one place to another is the path of a martial artist. You shall not mention that boy. . . ever again. Is that clear, my son?"

     The little boy looked puzzled. "But I only wanted to-"

     SLAP!!!!!

     "IS THAT CLEAR?!"

     The boy, with one side of his face covered by a red hand-print, replied in a stunned voice.

     "Yes. . . Father."

     "Good. Now, show me the move that I taught you yesterday."

     The boy obliged, and trained through his entire birthday without another thought of his best friend. {If Father is mad enough to hit me like this, then I must have been really unmanly. But I AM a martial artist, I mustn't be like this. . .}

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     "Transvestite! Pervert! Jerk! Loser. . ." Remnants of Akane's curses chased after Ranma as he strode away faster and faster.

     Normally, he would have made himself believe that Akane's violent curses toward him were just a tomboyish act, and wouldn't have been affected by them one bit. But after spending more than a year with her, he began to see the possible falsity of that notion.

     Not that it helped, of course.

     "My son, of all the girls around you, I think most highly of Tendo Akane." Nodoka had once said to her son in the privacy of her house, smiling in a motherly way as she did so. "Miss Kuonji is. . . a very passionate person, someone that can make a very good friend. But given her. . . independent personality, I doubt if she can make a traditional housewife. Shampoo. . . well, let's just say that girls like that have all their assets on the physical side. As for Miss Kuno. . . for the love of your mother please don't even think about it."

     "You see?!" Genma said on the side. "Even your mother thinks that Akane is the one for you. And you said that the engagement was a mistake. . ."

     "Ranma-kun," Kasumi had said once to him at the Tendos. "You must make a choice before anybody gets hurt."

     "But I don't know who I want. . ." Ranma had replied, hoping to delay the inevitable.

     "Ranma-kun," Soun had said on the side. "You have always risked yourself to come to my daughter's rescue in the past when she needed it, surely you must have felt something for her. Besides, it's the honorable thing to do."

     Nabiki cheerfully joined into the conversation. "What? You don't think that you can just walk away from her after FREELOADING at our house for so long now, do you?"

     {. . . Of all the girls that I can choose from, it just had to be HER that everybody sticks up for.} Ranma sighed as he stepped heavily into the dojo.

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     The Tendos were all gathering around the dining table, waiting for the fast food takeout that had been offered by a certain 'friend' of theirs.

     "Baka, baka, baka. . ." Akane mumbled to herself.

     Soun turned to his daughter. "Don't worry, daughter. I'm sure that Ranma will come and apologize to you real soon."

     "Oh, my. What did Ranma-kun do?" Kasumi asked.

     "That jerk! Saying that I only spent one-tenth of his effort in training. . ."

     "But he does practice much more than you, Akane-chan."

     "Sister! How could you stand on his side?!" Akane, the youngest child who was loved and cherished by her family, the one who was most reluctant to apologize or accept defeat, pouted.

     "Well. . ."

     "Morning, everyone!" Ukyou, carrying an extra-large order of okonomiyaki, leaped over the exterior wall of the garden and entered the house.

     "Here is something for the family." She placed the food on the table.

     "Thanks, Ukyou-san." Soun Tendo smiled, if a little bit too politely.

     Ukyou was slightly nervous, even thought she didn't let it show through. Being back in "enemy territory" after bombing up that arranged wedding was a heavy weight on her mind. Striking dark eyes scanned the room, glistering a bit under the sunlight. "So, where's Ran-chan?"

     Akane, who was about to pick up a piece of okonomiyaki, tensed up on impulse. Kasumi, who was pouring Ukyou a cup of tea, answered the question. "Ranma-kun and his father are sparring in the dojo, Ukyou-san."

     Ukyou sipped the tea. "Thanks for the tea, Kasumi-san. I think I will go say 'Hi' to him."

     "Grrr. . ." A bright aura flared around the Tendo girl, prompting her family to back away from her a bit. "My. If she did this often enough last winter, we could have saved a bundle on the heating bill." Nabiki smiled with amusement as she flexed her slender arms.

     Luckily for her, Akane couldn't hear a word that she said, being so focused in her anger. One thing that really inflamed her about Ranma was his ability to attract the most persistent kind of women, who all happened to be top martial artists! Before all of them showed up, SHE was the best there was. Then came Kodachi, who was sneaky, but not quite skilful enough to hurt her reputation as the best female martial artist of Nerima. As if some unknown forces against her had noticed that, there came Shampoo and Ukyou. From then on, her kempo skill was being cruelly downplayed as a joke.

     What's worse was that she couldn't stop those two from chasing after HER fiancee with brute force, and Ranma became her only hope in warding them off. Yet the fact that he had chosen to accept them as friends gave those two even more reasons to chase him, thus crushing that hope out of her.

     Ranma WAS a playboy. That's what came into her mind every time this issue resurfaced in her head. If only he would drive them away once and for all, then all would be alright. But no, HE had to be the nice guy when it came to dealing with any girl aside from HER! Dammit!! And it was SHE who had always risked herself to save his ungrateful behind whenever he got into trouble!! Without her turning off that hot water ring, he'd have been killed at Mt. Phoenix! Ungrateful jerk!

     In her anger, Akane had clutched her chopsticks so hard that they snapped. Ukyou saw this and sighed to herself as she walked towards the dojo.

     {How could she be so damn possessive and yet deny her feeling so strongly at the same time?} She wondered. {Oh well, it's fine with me anyhow. With her, at least I won't have to go through a fight just to see Ran-chan.}

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     Inside the Tendo Dojo, the Saotomes were sparring. Genma was fighting with unusual intensity, surprising Ranma.

     "Yaaah!" Ranma yelped as he ducked under a high-kick that would have crushed his face had it made contact. "Take it easy, Pop! What's gotten into you?"

     Genma ignored the question and fought even harder, pushing his son back. Ranma tried to counter-attack, but his father was just as fast as him in his defences. "You've been having it way too easy, boy!"

     {Having it way too easy? He said. . .I have been having it way too easy?!}

     Hw thought back on all that he had been through in the name of honour. . .

     Martial arts was something that had been forced upon Ranma since he was old enough to think. He didn't like the painful path at first. But having no way out of the deadly Saotome School, which involved dangerous training methods like being thrown into a pit of hungry cats with fish paste on one's body, Ranma had gradually grown to love what he couldn't fight.

     At 16, he hadn't yet lost a battle that he couldn't win back. He had focused literally ALL of his time in studying the art of Anything Goes. He even went to pathetic lengths to prove his "manliness", hiding his true self under layers and layers of masks as a result.

     It was true that in the very beginning, before his true gender was revealed to the Tendos, he had been secretly charmed by Akane, the only smiling face in the house. But that smile didn't last long, as she quickly discovered his manhood under the most embarrassing circumstance. From then on, her smile had become a rare thing, almost permanently replaced by a scowl. He had thought about leaving, but "honour" demanded that he successfully woo the Tendo girl to inherit the Tendo Dojo. Ranma had made himself love her, pasting that brilliant smile on her face inside his mind whenever he thought about her, shutting out her scowl whenever he could. Tiring as it was, it worked, and his efforts had ensured his and his father's successful stay at the Tendos for over a year.

     He did have some kind of charm after all.

     Even as a child, the boy had already possessed a special attraction that drew everybody to him. By repeatedly engaging him to various young girls with rich fathers, Genma had more than enough to fund their training trip. As he continued to mature. . . No. . . He didn't want to remember that. . .

     Yet the old memories had already slipped into his mind before he could put up his defence.

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     The boy was. . . surprised to say the least when his father told him about having a party for his twelfth birthday.

     Several weeks ago, his Pop had took him to yet another family. The boy was left to sit under a tree in the yard, watching his Pop's animated conversation with the man of the household. Pop always brought him along on what he called "business trips" like this, which he couldn't fully understand. After all, what use could the boy be being there?

     Had he been a formally educated child, the boy would surely thought about the possibility of the business being related to him. But then again, unlike all the kids that he passed on the road, he hadn't been to school for a day in his life. The truth was, he didn't even have a chance of interacting with anybody other than his Pop.

     "Your training will be all that you need in life, boy." Pop's words echoed in his brain.

     Finally, the man in the house shook his head, and his Pop had looked much more dejected than a failed salesman.

     That night, his Pop almost strangled him in fiery.

     "You p__! You unproductive piece of s___! Nobody, NOBODY is willing to engage his daughter to you anymore!! At this rate, we would both STARVE!! STARVE!!" Pop shouted, looming his bloated face over his son's.

     The boy didn't understand a word his father was saying, all he was worried about at that moment was the well-being of his neck.

     Pop tossed him onto the ground like a rag door, leaving the boy gasping for breath.

     That was three weeks ago, and Pop had been a lot harder on him since then. And now, out of the blue, there comes this birthday party, one that he never had before.

     How could he not be overjoyed?

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     While Ranma's mind was running wild, his father had already leaped over him. The older Saotome's arms became a blur as they shot toward the back of Ranma's head, mercifully knocking the memories off it. The boy fell face first to the ground, and Genma dragged his head up by his pigtail, then twisted his head back so he was staring at his father's face.

     "You listen to me and listen to me good, boy. I am tired of seeing you jeopardising your engagement with Akane. Everything is going well for us for a change, and I'd really hate to see you you screwing it up." He stared into the boy's eyes. "Just remember how things were like in the old days . . ." These words sent shivers up Ranma's spine. Genma continued in a voice so sincere that it sounded phony. "And you will know how fortunate you are to have this engagement-"

     "Ran-chan!" Ukyou, who just stepped in, called out at her fiance. Genma let go of his son's pigtail and quickly strode out the dojo, ignoring the girl whose dowry he had stolen with a false promise.

     Ukyou ran up to Ranma, who was struggling back up. She frowned as she saw the paleness of his face. "Jesus! Is your father trying to kill you with his insane sparring methods?" Ukyou asked, her heart already aching for him.

     "I'm okay, Ucchan, really I am." Ranma forced himself to give a reassuring smile and quickly turned away from Ukyou's dark eyes, shutting her out.

     Every time that Ukyou saw him like this, she wanted to plead with him, to slap him, to do anything that could get him to open up to her before he got eaten alive by whatever pains that she couldn't know about. It was times like these that she would really came close to despising the Tendo girl for not doing her duty to rescue her fiance from his everyday demons.

     Then she remembered the reason for which she came. "Ran-chan, about what you said to me at school about the . . . wedding? Does that mean-"

     "Hey, you. Father ask me to come ask you to breakfast." Akane strode into the dojo, cutting off Ukyou as she stared crossly at Ranma. Lowering his pride (and self-worth for that matter), he walked up to Akane. "I'm sorry." He mumbled.

     "It's all right." Akane said dismissively as Ranma hurried out. Ukyou walked up to Akane, frowning. "What was all that about?"

     "That jerk! Insulting my Martial Arts skills, saying that I only spent 1 /10 of his time in training . . ."

     As Akane ramble on, Ukyou could feel herself REALLY despising the Tendo Girl. In the past, she wouldn't have minded how Akane was treating Ran-chan, since she thought that they didn't get along anyway. But after seeing how whole-heartedly Ran-chan had been protecting Akane from various threats for about a year, she could tell that the Tendo girl DID hold a special place in her love's heart. Ukyou could almost see how her Ran-chan was drifting further and further away from her . . .

     . . . and into the hands of the only girl who could afford to treat him like dirt.

     Ukyou spoke up crossly. "And the point is?"

     "What?!"

     "It still doesn't explain why Ran-chan was apologizing though, does it?"

     The tone of her voice was not lost on Akane. "Hey! Are you saying that I do not work as hard as him in the Art?"

     "That goes without saying, you-!" Ukyou stopped herself before using any coarse language. She was always "the sensible, supportive fiancee", thus couldn't afford to act barbaric toward the "legitimate fiancee" if she was going to keep that status in Ran-chan's heart. So instead, she forced down her anger and tried to reason in a more or less civilized manner. "None of us, not even Ryoga, worked as hard as Ran-chan on his martial arts. Why do you think he can be the undisputed champion of our group for so long?"

     Akane was still inflamed with anger though. "OKAY! So maybe you got a point. But couldn't he at least be more sensitive toward my feelings about it?!"

     Ukyou couldn't help but retort angrily this time. "How about YOU being more sensitive toward HIS feelings? You know damn well that he is careless in his manners, yet he still cared so much about you it is almost irrational."

     "What?!" Akane was startled.

     "Remember how I teamed up with Shampoo to destroy that wedding of yours? I thought I was doing him a favour, I really did." Ukyou lowered her dark eyes, long lashes trembling as she continued. "But then he berated me the next day at school, saying that I was trying to ruin things. I asked him if it means that it was . . . you . . . that he really wants, and he ran away, as if pursued by a pack of CATS!!"

     Akane simply stood there stunned.

     Ukyou's dark eyes became teary with frustrated emotions. "I cared about Ran-chan's happiness, more than you ever would or could! If you turned out to be the one that he wants, which I won't understand why , I. . . I might give up. . ."

     Akane gasped. "You?! Give Up?!"

     "WELL, I'LL HAVE TO, WON'T I?!" Ukyou almost barked. "The only reason that Ran-chan considers me as a friend is that I'm about the only fiancee that he has who could somewhat sacrifice her own pride to tolerate the other ones, especially YOU! If I make a scene after he has actually choose you by his own free will, I will lose only my love but also my best friend . . . I will lose everything that had fuel me for ten torturous years struggling on the road." She finished with a whisper.

     Akane actually looked slightly sympathetic. "Ukyou . . ."

     Ukyou turned to her, a thousand emotions flashing through her face. "I'll always love him, Akane-chan. I'll always want him for myself, having made him the centre of my life for ten years. That's why I can warn you right now: If you want to keep him, then you'd better shape up your act and start being a little bit better to him. That way, at least Ran-chan will have more reasons to stick by your side. You keep on treating him like dirt, and you will squash whatever weird love that he feels for you. Keep doing this, and I WILL successfully take him away from you. Nobody can tolerate living under another's mercy forever."

     "You're taking this too far. . ." Akane said weakly.

     "If I am, it's because I love him." Ukyou stated firmly.

     The two girls stared intensely at each other for a long time. Then finally, Akane looked down and away.

     "You won, Ukyou." Akane said, facing away and clutching her fists.

     "Akane-chan," Ukyou smoothened her features. "this is not about who has the better claim on Ran-chan. This is about HIS happiness, the thing that you should pay more attention to if you love him. As long as you are like this, I won't give up my pursue of Ran-chan."

     "Who said that I love. . ." Akane immediately stopped herself from saying the habitual lines and actually thought it through. "I. . . I. . ."

     Ukyou sighed, knowing that the two of them would have stayed in the dojo for eternity if she was to wait for Akane's answer. "Come on, let's went back to the house."

     Akane sighed also. "Go ahead."

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