At putting
up with shit
You have
gotten good
There
you just simply sit
Would
help if you could
But I don't
need an ear
Just need
to be told
Despite
my stupid fear
You have
not grown cold
It's stupid
and pointless
To sit
here and cry
It's not
about all this
It's about
your eyes
They often
seem distant
They seem
to be hurt
You say
you are content
But you
sound so curt.
I know
what I have done
I know
I screwed up
Do you
wish I were gone?
Or just
less messed up?
When you
say, "You're Pretty"
And "I
love you too"
Is it
more than pity?
Is it
really true?
When you
think of your love
Is it
a thin ghost?
Is it
here that you love?
Or out
on the coast?
What if
it is all lies?
I do have
my doubts
A small
part of me dies
When untruths
come out.
I feel
you slip away
Your love
disappears
A little
more each day
At least
that's my fear
Each time
you speak the words
My heart
heals inside
Your silence
cuts like swords
Just your
time I bide?
I feel
insistent fear
Love is
difficult
Though
I shed all these tears
No, they
aren't your fault
These tears
are for that pain
I caused
you yet again