(note: this poem was written June 1998, and I just want to state that I don't feel this way anymore about the man who inspired this poem. to.)
I have loved you for so long
Regardless, Of your behavior
It was alright by me I still held you in my heart
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The sadness I felt was vast as the sea
And I don't know why you rejected me
yet far be it, that I, look at you with anger.....I would never do such a thing
~
When I look at you
Whenever I think of you
I only want,
You to be happy
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When I hear about you
When I ask about you
I only want to hear
That you've been happy
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and when I see
That you are mad
When I see
That you are sad
....................I feel bad
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Then I wish
That I could change
Whatever it is you would rearrange
And if we spoke,
This is what I'd say to you...
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If words could weave
A spell to heal
whutever inside you feel
Then I would find the words to say
To make it go away
If words could change
The injuries inside
Wipe away the broken pride
Then I would speak the words and weave
A smile from the tears you cried