I'm Obsessed With You Cuz It's The Only Thing Keeping Me Alive


copyright 1998 PARANOIR written Aug 7, 1998 and added to Oct 15, 1998

Yes I admit I'm crazy
Yes I admit I'm obsessive compulsive
Paranoia, It's what I go through ev-ry day

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Wanting to end it all and yet I search....
For the strength to go on....
I find it in you....
I find it in you....

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Repitition everyday
Anger and sadness that won't go away
Wondering if you've ever been through the same things that I go through

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I'm obsessed with you cuz it's the only thing....keeping me alive
I'm obsessed with you cuz it's the only thing....keeping me alive
What should I do?
What would I do if I were You?
What would You do?
What would I do if I were You?

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The pain is overbearing me
It hurts so much I can barely see
I shake and feel my heart pound and pound
I feel so faint...I wish you were here to catch me

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At night when I try to sleep
I lay there wide awake
As I write these words
I can feel me slipping away

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My soul crawls inside my body
Trying to stir it into action
And my body weak from wear
Moves slowly in reaction

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Tears fall like rain
Warm against my cheeks
Reaching for someone to hold.....and grasping only emptiness
An image in my mind.....a faded memory of you
I project it next to me
This companionship must do

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I'm obsessed with you cuz it's the only thing....keeping me alive
I'm obsessed with you cuz it's the only thing....keeping me alive
What should I do?
What would I do if I were You?
What would You do?
What would I do if I were You?

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The day I get you out of my head
Will probly be the day they discover me dead

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I don't mean...to cause you fear...
...I may be insane, but you are safe from my wrath
You are to me...like Jesus to a christian
You are my strength...I'm inanimate without you

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If only you could see, just what you mean to me
I wonder if you understand, I wonder if I'll ever be free
Though it's true I long to be with You
I know it cannot be
I try to accept this fate...of torturous agony
And everyday I stumble, everyday I barely survive
Truth be known your the only thing
Keeping me alive.....keeping me alive....keeping me alive....
Please...keep me alive....Please....forgive me....

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I'm obsessed with you cuz it's the only thing....keeping me alive


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