Mourning over the loss of your presence
I speculate just what is it I lack to gain your recognition
Am I too submissive?
When it is I know that you are in control
Is this not the appropriate response?
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I would kneel before you
Tower above you
Stand as an equal
For I am all these things
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Am I too extreme?
Do my actions and emotions repulse you?
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Are you stricken merely by confusion?
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I am deserving of an answer,
Though I know most people give none
I believe it's because they themselves don't know
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I hold you sacred
As I have others before you
.....They discarded me too
So this is nothing new
And they as well never answered "Why?"
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I am not the clinging vine
I do not require your attention night and day
I would just like to think that sometimes..........I am in your thoughts