weary and torn
my heart nestles inside my body for protection
My mind thinking strongly to protect it
And strangely the hands find their way in
With discomfort they fondle my heart
This leaves me sickened
And in a phased daze
I attempt to summon further shelter
How long will it take to appear and will it be enough?
Your body presses against mine
I can feel your quick pulse through our flesh
You lightly bite my neck
My defenses, ever falling down
Spiralling downward towards oblivian as you remove the rest of my clothes
I am letting go
and my heart
Nestled in it's space
Feels this arousal into my psyche and tries to send out some kind of signal
To warn me of this wrong doing
This act based on mere physical pleasure
That this could be my bitter end
A slow and dying fate
For this is not love
And fear grips my throat, but I can't feel it amongst his kisses and the gripping of his teeth
There is no escape
Only surrender
Only desire
Only a languid act in which for some brief moment of extasy we become one
Dedicated to Pete Wolf
© 1997 paranoir@hotmail.com