Version 5: Poetry

When will I know that you care?
Perhaps the world will stop moving
As I find this friend I've made for myself
And get away from this perception.
I guess you can't see me care,
Blinded by that embedded fear you can't help.
Never leaving yourself vulnerable
To being ripped away.

Ever since the magnifying glass left
It's like you left me.
Holding myself, sitting in hot rain,
I miss you so.
I live in this dream of you,
And I revel in it, dance in it.
Cherry blossoms fall lightly on my face
Do I really want to leave?

Freed from this terrible disillusion,
Start revelling in the past days,
When I could see that you honestly cared,
And not played this false game.
When I cry in front of you,
All you do is walk through me
It's like I'm not there anymore...
Things I knew will never be the same.