Despite the compliments that he would receive from female fans about
his handsome face, Tupac
was very insecure about his good looks during his adolescent years.
"All my cousins was like, 'You
too pretty.'" he recalled during an interview with Kevin Powell in
VIBE magazine. "I didn't have hard
features. I don't know, I just didn't feel hard.
Tupac was a student at Baltimore's School for the Arts, where he not
only made a name for himself
studying drama, but was also known as MC New York. Shakur also made
a longtime friend there
who went on to become one of the more talented and instantly recognizable
in Hollywood. Her
name? Jada Pinkett.
When he first dropped his debut LP, 2Pacalypse Now, in the winter of
1991-'92, Tupac's only
concern was that it wouldn't be taken by fans as a title bite from
Public Enemy's LP, Apocalypse
'91: The Enemy Strikes Black, also released during that same time period.
As reflected in a few of his records, Tupac grew up a very bitter man
because he didn't have a father
figure to identify with during his young years. "It made me bitter
seeing all these other niggaz with
fathers gettin' answers to questions that I have," he said. "Even now
i still don't get 'em."
Tupac Amaru Shakur was named after an Inca Indian chief, Tupac Amaru
meaning "shining serpent,"
and the last name, Shakur, is Arabic for "Thankful to god."
When Tupac was twelve years old, his mother gave him his first shot
at an acting career by enrolling
him in Harlem's prestigious 127th Street Ensemble, where, in his first
performance, he played Travis
in the play A Raisin' in the sun..
Despite the fact that he was a very articulate man in his interviews
and in one-on-one conversations,
Tupac never finished High School, later earning his G.E.D. shortly
before hooking up with Digital
Underground as a roadie/equipment manager.
During his time with Digital Underground Tupac;s career nearly came
to a premature end when,
following an appearance with DU during a Martin Luther King, Jr. festival,
an unidentified man
shoved a 12-gauge shotgun in his face in an alleged dispute over a
woman.
The meaning of individuals letters in he "THUG LIFE" tatoo across Tupac's
belly was "The Hate U
Give Little Infants Fuck Everybody."
In the movie that launched his motion-picture career, Juice, Tpac, playing
the role of the social
Bishop, is remembered for uttering the infamous line, "I am crazy.
But you know what else ? I don't
give a fuck."
Thoughts of death and suicide was a constant companion to Tupac, which
were freely expressed on
several of the more hardcore cuts on his albums. These feelings were
especially strong during the last
month leading up to his conviction on sexual assault charges. "Some
days I go 'POW!'" he confessed
in an interview. "But I wouldn't do that because I don't want no one
to think that's the way to go."
Because of his mothers past ties to the Black Panther Party, Tupac revealed
in a 1991 interview that
the Federal Bural of Investigating (FBI) still to this day targeted
his family for counterintelligence
harassment (COINTELPRO). "We're gonna be targeted for arresment forever,"
Tupac explained.
"All my life, ther's going to be a stigma on my name because it's 'Shakur'.
That's why my name isn't
MC Joe Dancer or nothin' like that. That's why my name is Tupac Shakur,
my rapping and my
offstage name, because I'm real, and I'm rapping about my life.
Tupac's first ever appearance was on Digital Underground's 1990 hit
single "Same Song." The
song's video features him flowin' on the mic dressed in West African
warrior attire
Porn star Spontaneous XXXstacy, a familiar face in skin magazines such
as Portfolio, Players, and
Black Tall, sports a tatoo on her left forearm that bears Tupac's name
and the title of his hit song
"Keep Ya Head Up."
Tupac, aside from the huge "THUG LIFE" tatoo across his belly, also
had a huge Gothic crucifix
tatooed on his back which read: Exodus 18: 11, a reference to a book
of the Old Testament which
states, "Now I know that the Lord is greater than all gods, because
he delivered the people from the
Egyptians, when they dealt arrogantly with them."