(sometime in 1999)...


Well Ladies and Gents..  This is my story..
	I met Rachelle a long time ago, very briefly. She was actually dating a guy named 
Josh Ohm at the time. ..  I was friends with Josh then, but I never made the connection 
until I got to know her. I remember him telling us about how this one girl faked a 
pregnancy in order to try to get him to stay with her.  Big surprise.. It was Rachelle. 
 
	The Next time I met her she was in June of 1997. Mission High School was 
having a Masquerade ball, and my sister was getting an award, so I went.  I then went to 
Mission Coffee with Steve Deyoung, where Rachelle was sitting with a group of guys.  
She was  "dating" Zack Cronin.. BIG RED WARNING SIGN THERE!!!  But she 
immediately began hitting on me and saying my fishnets were better then hers.. It was 
cute..  It was my summer vacation so I ran into her a few more times and decided to ask 
around about her.  That was not wise; well, it would have been if I had listened to 
EVERYONE!!   I was told by everyone I talked to at Mission Coffee who knew her, that 
she was not dating material.  She was a slut, she was diseased, she screws with your head, 
and she hits on anything that moves.  I was even told by my friend to go to a "doctor" he 
knew named "DR. DumpHer."  BUT, I really wanted to get laid..  And well.. That part 
worked rather well..  BUT I'm not there YET!! 
 
	Any way, so I saw Rachelle again and found she worked at Runway 32 Pizza.  I 
went to visit one day and she asked me to go to a high school friend's birthday party with 
her.  She said everyone there thought she was gay because they never saw her boyfriend 
during high school and she wanted a guy to prove that she was not a lesbian.  So I said 
SURE!!  The next day I met her at coffee and we left for Jill Killy's B. day party.  There, 
we had a blast; we fed each other chocolate covered strawberries, whipped cream, ECT.  
We quoted Lines form Austin powers and I got a very affirmative Response to "DO I 
Make you Horny Baby!!?? Do I??"   After the party we were sitting in her car and she 
wanted to show me her match-flicking trick.. So I leaned over her way to watch out the 
drives window these flying matches.. And I got kissed. Right on the Lips!!! That blew my 
mind!! Never happened to me before.  I had only been with one other girl, and so I'm 
(WAS) pretty damn sheltered and thought "Damn, I'm gonna score!"
In the haste to leave the party I managed to leave behind my black denim shirt, so 
I called Rachelle up the next day and asked if we could go back and get it.  She said sure, 
so after retrieving my shirt we went to my house.  There, my parents were not home, and 
when that was brought to light, she made some sort of comment of "well that just turns 
me on more."  In order to prove it, she began to remove her top on my couch.  I was 
rather dumbfounded but enjoying the moment very much.  Off came the panties and I 
went down on her.  Then she whipped me out and did the same.  I then moved to the floor 
where I wanted her to get over my face so I could more easily perform my "skills" on 
her, but she misunderstood and mounted me instead.  By this time I was quite in shock, I 
had NEVER DONE THIS before.   The last girl (my first) waited 3 months before we 
even Thought of sex.  After a while on the floor, I said lets get in the shower!!  So up we 
went and tried to screw in the shower, but she could not get me in very well.  We dried 
off a bit and into my room, and she then began riding me again.  I asked her repeatedly if 
what we were doing was ok, and she said yes.  She was on the pill, she was clean, ECT.  
We then finished up on the floor of my room in front of my mirrored closet doors.  I had 
only really known her for 3 days (72 Hours!!).

     Later that afternoon my friends Jason Smith and Jared Carbone were picking me 
up for mini golf.  After Rachelle and me said our good by's, the drama began.  
It turns out that Rachelle was after Jason for a while but he never got with her, 
and so when he found out we hooked up he was insanely Jealous.  So there was an issue I 
had to resolve with him and her flirting all the time.  Also the next day, Rachelle and me 
were sitting on my couch when "So what are we now?" came up.  I looked at her, took 
her hand, and said "Rachelle Bullock, will you be my Girlfriend?" (Cheezy I know, don't 
start!!!)  I received a very Cute "YES!!"  However, a few days after that I took her to the 
airport to go to LA to visit a special doctor she had. We went to Jack in the Box and ate 
and talked at the gate before her flight.  There she would be staying with her EX…lets 
quote that, "EX!!!" boyfriend, Chad, to save on hotel money, of course.  Then I went to 
Tahoe with my family for a week, so it worked out great.  I gave her a kiss good by and 
told her to "BE good!" and she was away. 

     She gave me a senior picture of her for my wallet and I looked at it almost every 
day.  When we both got back, we hung out over the next week to find out more about 
each other.  One conversation I started was about abortion; she said, "Funny you should 
bring that up."   I INSTANTLY got nauseous.  She said she was pregnant.  I was like, 
"how is that possible?? You said you were on the pill!!"  She said something like 
sometimes that happens and it was no problem she would talk care of it.  I asked her if 
there was anything I could do, like money or Anything.  She said no.  After dating her for 
as long as I did I have found that she is NOT very good at remembering to take pills.
Then things were going rather well.  She got me a job at Runway 32.  We worked 
together and it was very nice.  One day she was very upset and I asked her what was 
wrong.  She took me to the back room and told me to sit.  She said she knows that she 
said she visited her "EX" boyfriend, but she was actually DATEING him still.  But, she 
just broke up with him that afternoon.  I said I understand and I thought that might have 
been the case, all I want to know is "Did you sleep with him??"  She said, "No, he tried 
but I told him I was not feeling well, so we did not." OK.. That is all I really cared about.  

	Next, Runway was loosing money.  Someone was stealing form the Registers.  
SO bait was laid.  Rachelle got fired form Runway for stealing $50.  I then put my honor 
on the line to stand up for her.  I tried to convince my boss that she did not do it, I 
believed her. Why would she lie to ME??  I used every resource I could to plead her case.  
Then I asked him about weather he would give her advances on her pay like she said he 
did… strange, he said he never did that.  Then my BOSS told me I'd be better off with 
out her, she would just drag me down, she lies, she cheats, and she steals.  But I kept 
going.

	Her next job of interest was Noah's Bagels (??), across form the Super Saver.  
There she hung out with a guy who worked there.  She went to his house after work, she 
ever skipped out on a date WE had because "ohh, I lost track of time!"  Then, WOHH.. 
An ENTIRE DEPOSIT was stolen.  Everyone was under suspicion.  She told me $2,000 
in cash and checks were stolen.  I felt bad because she said she might get fired because 
the owner said he would fire everyone unless the money turned up.    And GUESS what!!  
Rachelle went on a SHOPING SPREE, I asked her where she got the money for all the 
stuff and she said she got a "check in the mail" form her "Tax Return" or something like 
that.  (BULLSHIT!!!)  She got the 20 Eyed Docks she wears, she got an amazing amount 
of shit form Spencer's, dresses, jewelry, makeup, ect.  
	
Then she asked me to get something out of her car.  I could not find it, but it did 
find a bag form a bagel shop with register receipts, and checks in it under the drivers seat.  
Ok.. Now this is HOW FUC*ING BLIND I was..  I ran up to her and said, "GUESS 
WHAT!! I think I found the Missing Deposit under Your seat!!!"   Luckily she did not 
catch my ignorance.  She immediately cracked and FREEKED that I had caught her.. She 
admitted to stealing the money and told me how she did it.  She then apologized for lying 
to me.  I was rather hurt that she had lied to me so I asked her if there was anything else 
she was lying about.  And so she told me about her and Chad, they basically had sex 
EVERY FUC*ING DAY SHE WAS DOWN THERE!!!   AHHH!!  FU*K YOU, YOU 
GOD DAMN FUC*IGN BITCH!! I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE 
YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!   SO I ask you,.. Was that kid even FUC*ING MINE?? I felt 
soo bad for her after her trip to the doctors, I comforted her and gave all the support I 
could, and IT WAS PROUBABLY not even MINE!!!  

	Now I ask you, can you trust a person after that??  Some how she expected me to 
just be fine the next day..  noo..  I was not..  Actually. I felt so bad I went back to my ex, 
and hung out with her.  She comforted me, and it was very nice. Someone who I could 
trust..  We ended up kissing.  We ended up in the back room. We ended up naked.  Then 
we tried to have sex but I could not do it.  My continence would not let me. I actually got 
physically nauseous when I tried to enter her..  How the HELL RACHELLE can Live 
with herself when she cheats on all her boyfriends I will never know.  I can not do it.  

	After a while, things got back to normal, we were cool again. WE went on 
Vacation together to South CA.  We drove to Disneyland, and Six Flags.  WE went 
camping and even stayed in a hotel across form Disneyland for a night.  OHHH man.. 
That was the most wonderful time I think I have ever had.  It was like we were the 2 
happiest people in the world!!  We didn't even have sex; she forgot to bring her pills.  It 
was just the 2 of us, together and happy.  I would do absolutely ANYTHING to relive 
that vacation.  I loved her so much then, it was pure heaven to be by her side.
After we got back, she seemed to be acting very good and we got along great.  
But things like that do not last long with Rachelle.  She had met a really "cool guy" 
named Joe Clark.  He is from England and had a wonderful English accent.  She 
introduced me to him at Bay Street Coffee once, just as "Brian," mind you.  They would 
hang out a lot, and since I had to work or I was school or something, her and him had lots 
of time.  He did seem nice.  One time they were getting back form going out at Dennies 
with a large group of people; it was Joes last night.  She had been allover him during this 
time, and told him her favorite line, "Me and Brian broke up."  Funny, I never knew that.  
They had sex in his VAN in the PARKING LOT OF THE COFFEE SHOP!!!!   I was 
never aware of this until recently when I ASKED JOE.  He told me what happened and 
apologized for believing her.  I forgave him, he is a good guy, and I know that Rachelle is 
a lying whore.

     Her next job after getting fired from Noah's was at Chilies in Milpitas.   She was 
a hostess and seemed to like the job there.  However, ever since working at Runway 32, 
she had tried to dump me 4 times so far, then one day at chilies, she brought it up again.  
Why I did not just let it go is beyond me, her reasons were such bullshit I guess I just did 
not want it to end that way.  However, we were having dinner and she said that we should 
"just be friends."  I asked her why, and she said because I'm moving in the dorms and we 
don't have time for each other any more.  (IM FUC*ING 20 MIN AWAY!!!  HOW 
PATHETIC ARE YOU!!!!???? )  I thought that was a really stupid reason and she could 
not think of any other, so we stayed together.   Now, I had already told myself that the 
next time she tried to dump me, it would be the last.  So I began thinking of this and 
decided to break it off.  Next time Rachelle came to visit me, I told her I thought we 
should just take a break for a bit.  She SEEMED honestly disappointed.  I even felt bad 
telling her this, it was VERY hard for me, I loved her a LOT.   But I thought it would be 
best for our relationship to take a break.  This was in early November of 1998.  After 3 
days of thinking about her NON-stop.. I went to apologize to her and ask for her back.  I 
drove to Ohlone and waited for her to get out of class.  Then I see her.. Holding hands 
with some guy named Bryan.   AND wearing the CORSET I got her for HER 
BIRTHDAY that was IN MY ROOM!!  She actually went to MY house, WITH BRYAN, 
and TOOK her birthday present out of its packaging!!!!!   I ask you, have you EVER herd 
of ANYTHING more disrespectful in you LIFE!!!  I could NOT believe it!!  I Fuc*king 
snapped!!  I told her why I was there, and she seemed to not care.  She looked like I 
caught her doing something bad, and I did. 
 
	Over the next few months we still stayed in touch.  She dated a few people and I 
dated a few people.  However, we stayed "together" for the whole time.  I dated 2 people.  
One girl named Danielle for a week.. She was a BIT Clingy!!   Ohh man!!  Then another 
wonderful girl, named Liz, that I cannot believe I dumped for this SKANKY WHORE.  
She treated me with respect and showed she honestly cared for me.  Why I gave that up I 
will never know.   She was the opposite of Rachelle, because Liz was a good person.  
Any way, even thought she was screwing Bryan and got an expensive necklace as 
payment for services, she eventually dumped him.  After that, Rachelle and me probably 
had more sex being friends then while we were together.  It was VERY odd..  Whenever I 
was down there, we immediately screwed.  However, during this time she was dating 
Tim, from The Where house over by the Hub.  (She "quit" the job at Chilies)  Also she 
went back to a guy she dated before, Josh Ohm.  The guy she was with when I first met 
her Years ago.  He found out that we were apart and immediately, even thought he was 
dogging her for a LONG time, hooked up with her.  Now, I have known him for a long 
time, I now how Josh works with girls, I told Rachelle that he is just with you for a quick 
lay.  He knows that she still wants him and will exploit that very nicely.  Rachelle and me 
had an agreement that neither of us would have sex while we were on our break.  I stuck 
to my end, however she did not.  She called me after her and Josh got together and asked 
if it was ok if she had sex with him, I said I understood that it would be hard to avoid, 
(like I had a choice) but to be careful and take her time to see what his real motives are.  
She had sex with him in the front seat of his car on a hill 2 days later.  He then dumped 
her 3 days after that.  I was to meet her for coffee that night, and when I got there she just 
hugged me and burst into tears.  "JOSH DUMPED ME!!!"  I wanted to say WELL NO 
SHIT YOU DUMB SLUT!!!  I TOLD YOU SOOO!!!  But I did not, instead I let her cry 
on my shoulder and I tried very hard to make her feel better.  I was stupid and in love 
with her, Still.  

     Then she dated a few people at once including Lee, and then David, ohh this is a 
good story.  David is an UGLY, SMELLY, 29 YEAR OLD Mexican who is 
MARRIED!!! (And beats is wife, yes it went to court)  Rachelle somehow met him at 
school and I have NO idea what she saw in him.  He was truly disgusting, but he had long 
black hair, and a cool car, and since she is EXTREMELY superficial, she loved it.  He 
also "treated her right," even thought he was an alcoholic and drunk half the time.  They 
would "park" at Lake Elizabeth and "talk" (in the back seat, because it was, "more 
comfortable.") She came home with hickies and if you think they did not have sex you're 
an idiot.  She even told me one time to say that the hickie on her neck was MY fault so 
her mom did not know how far they were going!! I said "HELL NO," and again, she got 
mad at me for that.  Major disrespect for me again.  Who the HELL is going to take the 
blame for your girlfriends fuc*buddy???  After we got back together over winter break, 
she was still hanging out with this guy.  She had "David night" on Fridays.  They would 
go out until like 2 am.  I had to go to England to photograph a new years parade with my 
Sisters high school for a week, I do not even want to know how many times her and 
David screwed.  I had the Pleasure of picking Rachelle up one time at ONE in the 
MORNING because David's car broke down up in the HILLS!!   Yeah, they were 
"reading poetry," bullshit you lying BITCH!!!  I drove the 30 minuets to go and get 
Rachelle one night because I'm an IDIOT and did not want her to be stranded.  I brought 
her Hot cider and a blanket because she told me it was cold outside.  IF I saw that Bastard 
when I got her, I would have beat his ugly ass, but I did not even see him until I was 
driving away.  He was standing behind a bush out of my sight when I got there!!!   
GGGRRRRRrrrrrr……

     My favorite memory of this time was how Rachelle told me that her and David 
never had sex.  Then one time we were screwing and she began to bite my neck.  I said 
"woohhhh!!  Where did you get that one!!" and she said, "OHH!! I love that!!  David 
does it to me all the time!!!!"   I told her to get the hell off of me.   I was SOO pissed off.  
NOW comes the good part.  She gets mad a ME for being mad at her.  She gets all hurt 
cuz I did not like the fact that David was giving her hickies on her NECK (while having 
sex with her, I'm sure)!!!   OHHH!! MAN!!  I just wanted to slap some sense into that 
bitch!!  JESUS!!  How manipulative can YOU BE!!??? And I FELL FOR IT!!!  I even 
said I was sorry!!  AAAHHH!!  Hindsight is 20/20 people, remember that.  
Now, finally her and David stopped seeing each other, now, enter Julian Clark.  
Julian is JOES BROTHER.  Guess what, same thing.  She stayed over at his place a few 
times, they were watching movies, and she "FELL ASLEEP."   They would have time set 
aside for them to go to the beach, and to movies.  Do you even KNOW how hard I tried 
to get that bitch to go to a movie with me!!!  I LOVE the movies, but when I asked her, 
"NOOO I hate the MOVIES!!!," but when Julian asks, no problem!!!  I began to suspect 
something when she started acting like when she was with David.  But, of course, "Brian 
don't be stupid!, I would break up with you before I would ever cheat on you!!"  I also 
asked Julian about this.  They had sex twice.  This is pretty much what he said.  I called 
him in England after he got back from a pub, damn expensive I found out even with MCI.  
Over the course of 20 minuets and a lot of hinting and beating around the bush, I asked if 
he could tell me if he and Rachelle had sex.  He said, "Sorry Mate, I can't tell you that," I 
said, "Why not?"  He said, "I just cant."  I said, "You know that if you can't tell me, I'm 
going to assume that you did. Is that a good assumption???  " He said,  "Yes, that would 
be right."  Now, WHAT the hell does that sound like to you!!!???   Also, during one of 
me and Rachelle's post break up fights, she ADMITTED to having sex with him!!  (They 
had oral once, and intercourse the other)  She even said she thought she loved him!!  
THANKS FOR FUC*ING TELLING ME!!!!!!!   That information would have been 
USEfuLL EARLIER!!!!!! You Damn Cunt.  

     After that fiasco cooled down, it was summer of 1999.  I was out of school and 
back in town.  That killed Rachelle's ability to cheat on me as easily so we almost broke 
up again.  I spent $300 of the money I had earned over the semester working night shift at 
the local coffee shop to go on a cruise to Alaska with her family.  I did not want her to go 
alone for 3 reasons.  1) I knew she would cheat on me 2) I wanted to spend as much time 
with her over the summer as I could cuz I missed her.  3) I have never been on a real 
cruise before.  It was very fun, to a point.  Over the 12 days we had our fun but also 
fought a lot of the time.  She had been on cruises every summer, I had never been.  I 
wanted to do stuff!!  Go Exploring, she did not want to get her fat ass off the boat!!!   We 
did get to do some sightseeing, and that was fun.  We were in her moms wedding, that 
was interesting!  But I missed out on LOTS of stuff I wanted to see!!  I said she could 
stay on the boat, but every time I tried to go on my own she said, "NO, ill go with you, 
hold on."  I wanted her to go with me.  I wanted us to be a happy tourist couple, and we 
were, some times.  

     Within a week after the cruse, her mother decided that Rachelle needed to go on 
Prozac because she made life difficult for everybody on the boat, and well, she did.  They 
got in an argument and they got very mad at her and kicked her out of the house.  SO, I 
asked MY parents if she could live with us for a while.  They reluctantly said yes.  (They 
could see how evil she was)  I helped Rachelle sneak out some clothes and necessities 
form her house and she was my wife for about a month and a half.  We had a nice time.  
At least I did.  There were very few fights and we had some quality time to fall "in love" 
again.  (Too bad I was the only one)  

     After her and Julian, (I hope I'm in the right order by the way, she cheated so 
many times its hard to keep track) came Rachelle's experience with lesbianism.  She tried 
to hook up with a friend of Dan Kennedy's, (guy who wanted her BAD!!) named 
Lindsay.  She was a VERY manish girl of like 26??  Who works at Nordstrom at 
Stoneridge.  One night with Julian and Dan and others, her and Lindsay began making 
out.  Well they became good friends and Rachelle asked if it would be ok if her and 
Lindsay screwed around.  Well, I'm male, 2 chicks is always intriguing.  I waffled 
between "ok" and "I don't know for a while."  One night we decided to have a few 
people over for tea and South Park, with Lindsay as one of them so I could meet her.  
Yeah… that was a good experience.  I'm sorry, but that made the line of cheating with 
the same sex, STILL CHEETING!!!  Rachelle would not let me kiss her that night, and 
when she said goodbye to Lindsay they began making out.  That made me nauseous.  OF 
course, the fact that I did not like her cheating on me did not stop Rachelle however; it 
never has and never will.  

     Then I went to Canada with my family for my sister's graduation for 2 weeks.  
Rachelle could not stay in our house while we were gone, so we had to iron things out 
with her parents.  She went home a few days before we left.  I do not even want to know 
how much of a field day Rachelle had with her body while I was gone.  She stayed at 
Lindsay's for sure, (she told me) and I don't even know with how may other guys.  I 
brought back more souvenirs for her then I did for me.  I wrote her post cards and tried to 
call her every few days.  It was very hard for me, I missed her a lot because some of the 
places I went, we had gone on the cruse.  When I returned it was close to school starting 
and very hectic.  

     Over the course of the semester we had some good times.  I went home every 
weekend to see her.  During the week she told everybody that we had an agreement so 
she could see other people except on the weekends.  Again, that would have been nice if 
yoU TOLD ME YOU WHORE!!!  So while I was busy not doing homework and failing 
Math because I spent my weekends with her until 2 am, she was out screwing around 
with other people.  I even found out that she asked LIZ (my EX) out on a DATE wile she 
was at my school once!! Can YOU believe the Audacity of that Bitch!!!  How LOW can 
you GO!!???  (I JUST found that out Tonight!! Liz thought I knew, it's 6 months later!!)   
We did have some good times. A pick nick or two, going out to dinner, ECT.  She 
worked at Macys in cosmetics at Origins, until she got fired for stealing again.  Then got 
a job at the new Rasbutens across form the mall.  Finally, the end of the semester was 
coming.  I was looking forward to seeing her over break!!  I could not wait. We were not 
as close anymore because for some reason she could not handle the 20-MILE distance 
between us!!  (My god..  How pathetic) I would come down every weekend and 
sometimes she would take the bus to see me.  She would go to Shrine and flirt with all 
the guys; I met Xavier for the first time then.  This is my favorite; she would "Flirt FOR" 
her friends.  They would see a cute guy, make a comment about him, and she would say, 
"ill go flirt for you!!!"  Yeahh, that works well.  AHH!! Such a Whore!! She wants 
EVERY guy!  She would not even want her Friends to have a chance!!!  SLUT-BITCH-
CUNT-WHORE!!!!

     When I get back form school, it's the same thing as last time.  So I try to find out 
what is up.  I find out that she has been spending a lot of time at her boss Pete's house.  
He went with us to shrine one night and seemed like a nice guy. We liked some of the 
same music and stuff.  However, she began to get VERY friendly with him.  I asked her 
about it, "were just friends!!"  One night I could not find her, she tells her friends to lie 
for her and tell me they do not know where she is.  I eventually find her, at Pete's.  I wait 
and I wait outside for her to leave.  It was already 2 am; she would not stay past 3 surely, 
wrong!  I got sick of waiting and the lights went off at 3:30 am.  I left at 4 am.  She 
stayed the night.  I had paged her 2 times to see if she would call back.  Nope.  The next 
day I page her in the morning, she calls back this time, she is still at Pete's.  Its Christmas 
Eve, and I want to know what is going on.  She tells me that she has been talking to Pete 
and with his "vast knowledge" thinks that we should break up.  OK.  Interesting.  I ask 
why. She does not love me anymore.  Can we talk about this?? No.  OK.. I understand.   
(Not really) 
 
     Over the next week I still gave her Christmas gifts, at her request I went and spent 
time with her family, and I had to do my family thing.  While I was doing that, she was at 
Pete's.  Then comes New Years Eve.  I tried my hardest to win her back.  Dinner, movie, 
a fire, even a romantic bed of rose petals if all worked out.  What does she do?? Bitch and 
Complain the entire time, "I'm tired" "I hate New Years, it means nothing."    She leaves 
to go stop by a "party" at Pete's house before going home.  I went to my good friends 
Nicole's house for a party there.  She knows many of the employees at Rasbutens, and I 
find out a neat little secret.  Pete and Rachelle have been dating for a while now.  
OOHHHHH GOODY!!!   FUC*ING KILL ME NOW!!!   The Lying Whore did it 
AGAIN!!!  

     I was immediately on my way to Pets house to talk to her; I had HAD IT with the 
lies.  I try never to believe anything until I see it with my own eyes.  I can Only take 
sOOOO much, and believe me, I TOOk a LOT!!!  At the apartment all the lights are out, 
some hopping party!! I knock on the door, "who is it??"  "Me" I say,  (I still cant believe 
Steve opened the door!!!)  Where is Rachelle??  She is in with Pete.  I want to talk to her.  
He said "Ill get her" He knocks.. Pets door opens, I see them in bed together.  My 
stomach hits my shoes. The look of horror on her face was the same one that she had 
when I caught her with the stolen money.  She tried not to look at me.  I ask, "What the 
Hell is Going on here!???"  She tells me to go away, and she will talk to me later.  NO!! 
FU*CK YOU!!! I want to know now!!  I ask Pete how long they have been gong out, I'm 
Hoping HE wont lie to me like I KNOW Rachelle will.  He says they did nothing until 
we had broken up.  He did not want to be with her if she still had a Boyfriend.   So it was 
official, she had lied the ultimate lie.  I tried to warn Pete, I told him of David, and Chad 
and her ability to Lie and Manipulate.  All he did was look away form me with those 
stoned eyes and say that what went on between me and Rachelle is our problem, not his.  
"PETE!!!  She will do the SAME to YOU!!!! She has done it to EVERY boyfriend she 
has EVER had!!!!"  But he still did not listen.  I left and went back to the party and cried 
on new years day.   I was soo hurt by her.  I could not eat for a week.  I tried to sleep, but 
could not, I was in hell.  Over the next weeks as word spread about our breakup, people 
came out of the blue and told me what they knew of her actions.  I found out for certain 
about Julian and Joe, David and lots of other unacceptable behavior.  Most of the 
information was from Friends or hers that felt sooo sorry for me because they witnessed 
what she would do and were asked to cover for her.  My god, I wish that I could have 
made her feel just one day of what it was like for me to become aware of all this.  The 
pain of finding out the last 2.5 years of your life were wasted on a girl who never 
considered you as anything more then a wallet and another dick.  That was the worst 
month of my life. I NEVER want to experience anything like that again.  

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     Pete, I have to thank you.  It may have hurt then, But you saved me from 
continuing on the path that YOU are on now.  If you only knew of the things she does 
behind YOUR back.  I hate to inform you, but your no different then me.  Except you 
seem to think ignorance is bliss.  I knew she was fuc*ing with me, and tried to find out 
the truth, but you just don't care.  We both know she does not like condoms, be careful, 
she has already cheated on you with Xavier, did you know of the hicky on her neck AND 
HER BACK after she saw the "eclipse" on the beach with him!???  

Good LUck man,
~Brian




 

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