Well today was an event! at least for me. Its the first time I have come anywhere near to feeling in control when I am questing, (interesting term), it does fit,, Anyway, needless to say I was anticipating this all night, and when I (still feeling surges),, I find that it is still hard to concentrate.. Like someone walking up behind me and touching my back,.

When this started I felt a huge chill coming on, but quickly tried to use the white light to surround myself, to hold in the warmth, from then on, the chill no longer bothered me as much. It was still there,, but moderated,, I am suddenly so tired... , this at a time removed from the event.
As this was starting, I held first my left hand then my right hand palm up. I immediately felt/saw in my mind columns of white light, flowing into my body, filling me with an energy, and feelings, many that I do not yet understand. I wanted to yell joyfully to the world, "WELCOME". The next impression, and there can be no proof of this, was that I seemed to be looking down at my house and the town I live in. It seemed that I was being held aloft by the light. All too soon, I found myself back in front of the computer, feeling like I was wearing an idiots grin!

I think I understand a little more about these things we call time, life, love, belief,, .

The time passed as a blink of an eye, I was so suprised to see that fully ten min. has already passed.. but saddened that it was over..

At about 1.5 hours after this happening, I noticed that my face feels hot, on checking in the mirror, I look like I have either been sun or wind burned. just on my face and bald head. I took my temp, and it is at 94.8 F. interesting.... 5/26/97 I now know the instrument was faulty.

It is now 12:00 noon PST, and I am crashing,, the high I felt lasted about 1.75 hours, for anyone that wants to know.

It is now April 8, 1997, and I have just re-read this segment. Much to my suprise, (I am just going to have to get used to these things), I experienced many of the same feelings as I did during the origional event. I felt flushed, my heart raced, I felt the warm blanket of energy cloak around my being, I would call it a celular response.. Considering the time of day, and other external points of reference, (I am at work), I held back the feelngs and quieted my heart. This is not the place for flying~ but it now seems that I am gaining a bit of control over these events, and am not just being swept up and along by them.

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rev 01/23/97 - edited on 2/16/97, 5/26/97, 01/25/98, 10/24/1998