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Hopefully you will find something here that will touch your
heart.Romance is a part of our everyday lives. We live each day to be
loved by someone. Sometimes
are lives are blessed with the perfect relationship that will last an
eternity
Some only dream of what could be and others feel the pain of what once
was and can never again be. I hope that you will find something I've
written here that
will touch upon your heart.
Hello!!...This is a make believe story! Well (some fiction and
some real you will have to figure it out)This is a make believe
internet love affair! It all started one day while lurking in the chat
rooms! *s*She knew how people were and yet she would be lured back to
watch. Knowing all this, and seeing the number of hurt people, she went
back. There was this person who was talking to no one, or least she
thought that was the case. He was telling jokes so she asked him to send
her some, and he did! Each day she would turn on her computer and watch
this man in silence.She sometimes wonder who he was and who was he with,
but she was to afraid to ask. She started to have a crush on him only to
find him always with a woman or too busy to talk.. or he would pow her
and then is other love would be on and he'd leave...so she waited. They
went on talking to each other over the next few years, till one day they
both had broken hearts and cried on each others shoulders! For you see,
he was a very strange man.
He was always babbling here on the net! Never knowing who he
was talking too and NEVER knew what he was talking about. *giggle* Well
anyways, they continued to write e-mail and send jokes to each other
till one night he paged her in pow. Only to find her talking to someone
else, he said good-bye and left! Wondering what he wanted, she told her
friend she had to leave, and paged him back! He was upset because his
lover had left him and he needed someone to talk to! So here is their
story and how it began.. | 
I have such fond memories of this
magical man..our souls searching through time and space. Drifting amidst
the vast sky without direction. Unknowingly yearning for our own
refection. Upon chance ,we met one winter night's eve. Begining of a
timeless magic....
As I said earlier she was
talking to someone when he appeared. She was taken by surprised, but
felt a little stir when he was talking to her...then he left! Well...she
followed him and paged him back and they talked for a hour. Setting a
time for the next night they retired and went seperate ways. The whole
day she rushed through for she wanted to talk to this mystery of a
man...not knowing what to say or do, she waited near the computer till
he showed. They talked about there broken hearts and she told him how
she didn't trust anyone from the internet...and he tried to convince her
that not everyone was out to get people. Her belief was that every man
though there was a woman out there ready to have cybesex, as it's
called. But, not this man! What kind of man was he, she wondered? She
would try to induce something but he never seemed interested. She had
watched him with other woman so why was he acting different with her.
Why was he always popping in and out of her life? She still wonders to
this day why! Anyways, a few hours went by like nothing and it was time
to leave again. Setting a time for the next meeting, they said good bye
with a little kiss and left....Could she believe this man? Would he be
different? Yes, she would try again.
Each night they would always be waiting for each other and this
went on for some time. Finally wanting to hear his voice she asked him
to call her and so he did.....He kept seeing her here and there. He
flirted and flirted with first one person and another..You see he was
the internet stud...all the women wanted him. It was interesting
watching him with these crazy people on the internet. There were women
who preferred only women for there company, then there was women who
liked both men and women. And there was women who only wanted to flirt
with men. The internet became less and less fun an more and more of a
heartache for him when he began to fantasize that he was terribly in
love with a Canadian woman. Finally, long after she was gone he wandered
aimlessly around here and there. He kept seeing this girl who seemed to
like the silly jokes that he posted in an obsured room in the old
"park". Way down the listing, far into the adult areas, he would sit
quietly posting silly jokes. She frequently asked him to send her copies
of the jokes she had failed to cut and paste to her word processor. He
shrugged and kept sending them to her as she requested. She was very
nice, gentle, and actually listened to what he said and he always had a
opinion about everything. Yes, He was
educated (but not enough to stop getting hurt)with two college degrees,
read all the time and was very funny. He saw intelligence in her
thoughts and kindness in her words. Minds are interesting because they
can inspire all kinds of images and his mind developed an image of this
woman, and an image of her was smiling. She had such problems with self
esteem, however, he could see that she was someone he enjoyed talking to
and so he kept on and on and on. The telephone call that she refered to
is the first of many telephone calls. He always hated talking on the
phone because he was always on it at work that he never though it would
be his option to use this as a line of communication. Especially, now
that he had a computer, e-mail,Pow-wow, ICQ,Connectix Quick Cam, and on
and on...he spoiled this woman terribly, and enjoyed it. His telephone
bills became larger than his car payment, so finally he got discounted
phone service and still spends alot of time calling her. So life unfolds
our mysteries with time..only time will tell what their future will
hold.Can you see the emotions in my eyes?
Do you know how I feel? It is just another lover's dream. Trying so
hard to make it true. By showing the feelings I have for you as my heart
keeps ripping at the seams cause you only love me in my dreams.
Click the girl to continue....
We are both trying to write a tale...even if he's better at it!
*giggle* But, it should be fun..so please don't steal this
page..*smile*thank you! We will take fantasy and real life and mix it
together to make a story. About the hurts and joys of the internet.
